GaysInATrenchcoat

Is anyone elses wattpad like,, broken? Idk if its doing it with other stories cause I didn’t think to test it before writing this but like, anytime I go to look at my stories as a reader it pops up the little error message thing with the girl reading a book. I can still scroll through the chapter but it blocks it in the middle. Its been doing this for at least a day now

Its,, shit. To lose a friend. But then you step back and realize. Those friends were bullshit childish brats! Why get worked up over a couple of random idiots you know you’ll always be better than. It sucks losing other friends by collateral damage tho, suddenly without warning they just stop talking to you too, even tho, the funniest part is they agreed with you on what started the argument to begin with. They agreed with you and didn’t wanna get involved and said they didn’t hate you but then blocked you. If only the others knew that they agreed with me. But, being too much of a pussy to talk to me and actually acknowledge what I’m saying for once you blocked me on everything. Sad. Anyways, life update. It’s been like a month but i still think about this. Join my discord server tho! 

Hello lovelys! If you are lgbtq+, alternative, or out of the norm in any way. If you enjoy the common “cringe core” or your aesthetic is everywhere. If you are a chaotic being. Ive got a server for you! I created a server with the help of my best friend! Feel free to join but follow the rules! 
          
          https://discord.gg/aXuZ85wa

I wanna do drugs, like acid or something, not just weed. Harder drugs that’ll help me forget everything and just be happy or exist. I don’t feel like i exist. Life has been incredibly unfair to me lately. Maybe that’s what i get for wearing my moldavite around again. Haha only joking. But seriously, cut this shit out. Please, universe. I miss when I was important and relevant and people liked me.  So long past happiness. Inclusion. Suddenly I feel numb again, like shutting out, doing everything i can just to be the best at everything and be ruthless. Of course the old me never looked good, personality wise, but she sure was hot. Maybe I’ll dye my hair blue again? Or keep it blonde. I can never decide. Anyways! Life update ig. Losing it. Hope you’re all doing well! 

Hello pals! If you love Creepypasta and wanna make fellow fan friends, my buddies and I have a great server for you! We’ve been working on it for a couple months and it is finally complete! Please read all rules when u join and follow instructions and roles. Hope you enjoy the group! 
          
          https://discord.gg/dTNNdKsq

Everything in life sucks dicks

I know nobody ever sees these so I might start using announcements to rant. 
          //TW: ranting about life, depression, shit talking myself//
          
          I feel like everybody hates me and I don’t know why. Lately everyones just been seemingly distancing themselves from me or not talking to me or caring about my opinions on things, and I don’t know if I’m the bad guy here or not. I constantly feel like I’m annoying and a terrible person enough as it is. I just wish I could be included more. It hurts when people leave me out. I don’t know who to talk to anymore. 

I’m about to be in a car for 2-3 hours going to an amusement park. Someone give me story recs to read

Yo okay so I know none of y’all ever see my random posts but if you do I have a question! I’ve had really shit writers block for a while and I always start stories and never finish or update them. Is there any of my stories that you guys would actually wanna see me update more? Or any type of stories you’d want to write. I have a few ideas for more creepypasta fanfics and possibly other things but I never have the motivation to write them. Anyways, lmk if there’s any of my fanfics you’d actually want me to update, thanks 

Ok so. I quit. I couldn’t take it. It was making my mental health so much worse. It was such good money so I’m fycking mad that it went so terribly wrong. I care more about my health than the money tho, as stupid as people think that is. I’ll find another job eventually. I’m hoping my old job will take me back but probably not. If not, I’ll manage. Right now however I’m going to be finding a therapist or something to talk to and possibly get on whatever medication they think will be best for me, probably antidepressants or something similar. I’m fycked up man, it’s not even funny anymore as much as I’d like to just laugh it off ironically and pretend everything okay. The saddest thing is, I’m not even sure if I want to get better. It’s like I know I need to but I don’t want it to change everything that I am.