"𝒴𝑜𝓊'𝓇𝑒 𝓈𝓊𝒸𝒽 𝒶 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝓌𝓇𝒾𝓉𝑒𝓇, 𝑅𝑜𝓈𝑒. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒷𝑒 𝒶 𝒶𝓊𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓇"
I wish, but my jealousy drives me insane. They all... write so effortlessly. They all make it seem so easy. They all are just so much better than me. I could never fulfill their jobs. 

Idk what to do, I started writing when I was very young but I kept making my stories over and over again and never seem to find the right story. I try so much, but I keep failing myself. I lose my motivation over and over again as I pressure myself to do better. I'm lost in a cycle of not knowing english enough, not being 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹 enough.

These past years, Draco Malfoy has inspired me sm, his story, his family. Gellert Grindewald, Harry Potter books. They all make me feel... 𝒶𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒. I've been struggling with mental health and sometimes I just wish that I could live in an another world, see Hogwarts with my own eyes. Learn magic and even meet Harry Potter. It hurts everytime I remember it's not real. 

I love dreaming. I love sleeping. Its a place you can do anything. These past weeks have been so draining to me. All I do is wait for the evening to come so I can dream and see Draco Malfoy there, waiting for 𝓂𝑒. I watch Draco Malfoy edits everyday. I escape reality just to dream about a place that isn't even real, just to dream about a boy who doesn't even know me.

I guess you can call me insane or obsessed, but in reality I just want to feel... 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒𝒹. I pour my heart into writing, I write every word with tears falling from my eyes like it actually means something.

Oh sorry- I got carried away.

Alright, I'm Rose - 14. ⋆˚꩜｡
I love dreaming and daydreaming. Yeah and also writing even tho I'm very insecure about it. ✶⋆.˚
I spend my time uhm... reading Harry Potters and playing Hogwarts Legacy.ᝰ.ᐟ
I have a bunny who I love the most. ₊˚⊹ᰔ
I don't want to die, I want to stay in my dreams. ⋆⭒˚.⋆