I’ve been into watching Radio Company with Jensen Ackles. Lately, idk it made me think about someone.. and I wrote some poems about it. But I never had anyone; act weird around me. Unless they didn’t like me lol Usually, I don’t give off a hateful vibe. But I was getting the opposite vibe; from the person. I was thinking about. And idk I think, I always got that vibe from them. The opposite vibe, I meant. I’m not one of those women that. Wish or long for anything. Because I’m really satisfied; with my life. For the most part. But I assumed, that I didn’t hear from this person. Because of the opposite vibe that I mentioned. I’m sorry to be cryptic about it. I can’t really indulge, further with it. I mean, I can’t really talk about it . I don’t want to, mostly… anyway. For someone to have the opposite vibe. Like that, for me. Is flattering. But really sad. Because I don’t like, to make anyone not want to be around me. Because it’s not me, I like to be kind and understanding and bring people together and live in the moment. ..
Not to push someone away, for being me.. so it’s flattering…but it’s really sad too…idk, I’m in my delulu era. Don’t mind, me.