Nonchalant

Yk what I hate 
          Those moments where like you feel like you're feeling everything at once
          Like wdym I'm not nonchalant 24/7, not daydreaming all the time and I'm a human being who's actually existing that sounds like dookie bro
          And then with the feeling everything how does anything genuinely explain that I feel like the hottest shit ever but also want to tear my skin off because of how I LOATHE looking in the mirror at the freakish abomination that stares back at me
          Or or or or yeah like I'm with my friends, loving their company and then a switch up so fucking quick tf. And I hate how I have to act like I don't feel it bcs I feel so so so bad man
          Idk man
          OMG OMG or yeah when like you're in the middle of crying, and how pointless everything is getting and how you'll die before you turn twenty and then the next day you're planning how you're going to find a cure for ever disease, virus everything curable known to man
          Sigh.... this must be my alphaness cuming out [proud]
          I genuinely don't know if this is an issue or not but even if it is I can handle it I'm js sigma like that I think °³°

Guysguysguysguys I'm so excited to post this demon slayer story BUT IM NOT EVEN CLOSE TO FINISHINGG ITTTT
          I wanna make a good amount if chapters so you guys don't wait AGES for me to update it but I tried to incorporate as much extra lore AND OH EM GEE IM LOVING IT SM
          Bro I'm so scared what if no1 likes it 
          But anyways!!! Here's the first paragraph!!
          
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          “Birth and death. Always constant. Always working. Every death a birth will come. And for every birth a death will follow. Death after life. Life after death. Hand in hand.” The old woman held the red spider lily close in her hand. The spider lily bloomed in her grip. A young boy crossed his arms as he watched her while his younger sister watched in fascination. 
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          IN THE FIRST FEW CHAPTERS ITS JUST OCS AND LORE ABT (M/C) OR (Y/N)'S FAMILY RAAHHHHH
          

I still remember
          3rd of December
          Me in your sweater
          You said it looked better on me then it did you
          Only if you knew
          How much I liked you
          But I watched your eyes as she walkss by
          What a sight for soreeeee eyes
          Brighter than the blueee sky
          She's got you mesmerised 
          While I die
          Why would you ever kiss me?
          I'm not even half as prettyyy 
          You gave her your sweater 
          Its just polyester 
          but you like her better
          Wish I were Heather :(
          
          Anyways yap time!!! Crushes r fun to have but at the same time I hate them sm. I've got one main crush then two other ones. The main one is bcs I think he likes me but now looking at it I don't think he does (T□T)  but the other two, one I kind of like how he looks and I think he's kinda funny but the second one idrk :D

THEY PUT COMMENTS BACK IN TIKTOKT REPOSRS LETS VO

Some Yaoi enjoyers r weird. I don't fully understand Yaoi and BL but I get the jist of it. But the ones who are weird r those who fetishise mlm but when it comes to wlw they suddenly hate same sex relationships?? It's like guys sexualising lesbians like no you should not be getting your honkers going or your frilly flaps moist to two people passionately enjoying each other who so happen to share the same anatomy
          And the same goes for ships, most commonly I've been seeing Bkdk and togachako vs izuchako PERSONALLY idc cause they're minors but if I am going with headcannons, Bakugou stays on his own like the single queen he is, izuchako romantically together cause I just think it's sweet and cute and then Togachako being one-sided on Toga's cause it's agnsty!!  :D
          Unrequited love is so interesting but so annoying idk bro

I think I'm dehydrated

Next time won't you sing with me

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