Hey, I hope you're doing OK ! I really love your stories and how you write them. I read "Hidden" and it was amazing. I also added "Asylum" to my reading list and library. If you are feeling really down about something, I hope you know that there are people who care and love you. It might not seem that way but they're always hiding beneath your feelings. Living for yourself is also a reason to keep going. See what kind of beautiful life you can achieve. Don't say you can't do it, because I believe you can. Suicide ends your suffering and life, permanently. There are so many other choices you take. Please seek help, I don't want another wonderful being to be gone by their own hands because the world is cruel.