I like to think of myself as lucky.

No I'm not rich 

No I'm not in with the popular group

But.

I am popular with my own friends.

I get everything I need, not want, need.

My friends understand how insane I am and just how much it hurts sometimes to be in a fandom because...

My friends aren't trying to fit in they are trying to be themselves. Are group isn't made up of 20 people wearing shit tons of make up and slutty clothes to be cool, it's made up of people being them selves and just luckily we are all the same but all different in so many ways and I've just got to love them for that.

We are all in different fandoms or maybe the same ones, in the halls we aren't trying to get people's attention but just standing there not talking, we run around not caring who's watching we laugh until our sides hurt and we make some damn funny faces. We all have our own personalities in the group and we all have our flaws but we look past the flaws and only at the beauty. We are all mentally insane but we are still one step behind the other on the way to the mental institute. 

We admit to our selves everyday that if people actually listened to our conversations or just watched us for a day we would probably be put down as unstable. That's how I think we stay together, maybe because we are different in many ways but also because we are the same in so many more ways then one.

I'm not afraid to say that I would take a bullet for my friends. I love them and I will love them till the day I die! Nothing could make me want to change my friends not even a million dollars. Okay maybe I'd pretend, take then money then share it with them but that's just me and they understand that. We all understand each other, we don't judge we don't hate, we laugh, we cry, we stick together until the end and maybe a little farther. 
I like to think of myself as lucky.

No I'm not rich 

No I'm not in with the popular group

But.

I am popular with my own friends. 

-G