𝘨𝘳𝘹𝘺 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳

Hello, fellow Jikooker!
          
          I hope this is not rude of me to post this here and I wouldn't mind if you decide to delete this, in case it bothered you.
          
          I've recently published my very first Jikook fanfiction, and I'd really appreciate it if you could read it and let me know of your thoughts! 
          
          Plus, all the chapters are published, so you can always binge read the whole book!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/385403756?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=JikookCielo
          
          Thanks a lot,
          Estella

i turn 18 tomorrow, lord how long the ride has been, i have a boyfriend now.

incase people actually were wondering, i am still into bts (i saw too many people get over kpop in general,)
          i still love all the groups i stan ofcs and still consume bts content on daily, i still read ALOT of ffs, just on on wattpad anymore, i shifted to ao3 because i find it much more comfortable, 
          sometimes i wish i could come back here because i miss this community so much but everyone is gone
          and my relationship is in shambles, 
          the only thing keeping me (in)sane is jungkook, taehyung and namjoon with their magazine covers

thats why night after night, ill be fucking you right

Hi could you pls check it out
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/338882223?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=AnonymousWriter226&wp_originator=8xZTrtGz1CjWmdmM4LAP7nDgToBPuis16dT%2Fstbw4TLNhIQvHG7RyWsyaKshhq5pg5J%2Fh%2FU%2Fua9w55Yi%2B%2BrmOxROC%2BZj8QVVF8V8%2B7F%2Bld%2FXF6mZio%2F%2B5WnWy9swWGXx

its been a long time since i felt like checking up here,
          
          i have given my boards, gotten my result, got good percentage (90%)
          took science, im really enjoying chemistry, but lord physics is fucking me.
          my uncle finally got married it was beautiful, 
          i feel like i have blossomed a lot.
          im much much different
          and READING JIKOOK FFS AND CRYING ABOUT BTS IS STILL CONSTANT HFUSLDIJ

I'd never walk Cornelia Street again
          That's the kind of heartbreak time could never mend

i am 16 now, with boards knocking right on the corner, a lot changed, i guess i am more into studying (???never thought a day would come)
          
          but i am studying well, good grades, good personality, good friends and a general better mental health (i do have my moments when its too much, but as i said, its a generalized) 
          
          i remember i was so so into wattpad, i feel so sorry i am not much into it now, i miss the sweet community i had, i kind of shifted to ao3. (i like how ao3 is just not complicated and not much social interaction is there, and followers are not smt we have to worry about)
          
          and no, i havent taken a break from BTS, or kpop, i still consume a huge amount of jikook fanfics on daily (some things just never change)
          
          but my choices has broadened now, i read a lot of ff, i also read a lot of yaoi, and have been for a couple of years now, and im deeply emotionally invested with newjeans (they are the best group to have debuted this year, i dont take bullshits)
          i really really like omegaXomega and alphaXalpha books tbh (if u want recs, hit me up)
          
          midnights by taylor swift needs to be injected in my veins, 
          stay and fly to my room are just flowing through my bloodstreams at this point, idk how much i have cried about double take here, but i really love the song. an entire year and a couple of months since i first heard it, but i still listen to it at least 3 times everyday 
          
          i have kinda started listening to some old school bollywood song (the sad romantic ones) also some new songs as well

put your hands in the holes of my sweater <3

My soulmateeeeeee. I miss you <3