guacamolesombrero

wow i forgot about this account. it feels weird logging back on after all these years and looking at all my old drafts & unpublished works. I was 12 years old when I created this account, and now i'm 18. I graduated school last semester and life is different now. 
          
          I don't remember half the conversations i had on here, or the comments i left, or the countless chapters i never published. I was scrolling through them awhile ago and seeing all my innermost thoughts from when i was just a kid is really weird. I didn't know I struggled with suicidal ideation for so long. 
          
          Is anyone still active on here? Wattpad is so different now it's crazy. I've changed and grown alot as a person. Reading through my old status updates is like looking into the past. My own time capsule lol. 
          
          I'd like to say i'm embarrassed and ashamed of half the things i did on this app, but i'm not, really. I was a kid and kids say stupid shit all the time. I guess most of those things were just cries for help since i never received any actual attention at home (rip). It's unsettling tbh. 
          
          I don't know what my point is. Lol. 
          
          It feels like a ghost town here

mental hospitals give out free socks and theyre pretty comfy btw I going offline for a while prolly       not like I haven't been offline in a while but yknow

oh god all the brainless twitter stans are migrating over (prolly to make another harry styles or Ariana grande fic)

anyone else having trouble logging in (w/pc)??

theres a difference between cultural appropriation and cultural appreciation. grow up.

I may be borderline schizophrenic but at least I have each other.

whooaaa this is my first time using an iPhone. Trippy.

do u know what sounds good? m-c done-ald's. oh fuck yeah. 

I just lost 11 followers um

Jon: *kisses Daenerys*
          Drogon: uhhh