yooo how are you all it's been long since i update any story i don't know what to do with life anymore , days feel so ugly and boring i wanna do job but nvm everything whatever like if i wanna work i have so many obstacles in the way this days my health is also not good constant body ace periods fever accident i just wish 2026 would be nice this year was so much of heart breaks i went through and i feel worse that it hurts when it shouldn't even matter to me anymore *sigh *