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all the realism leaving my body when

this is growing up too soon someone slow it down

tbh i wld much rather experience the process of denial and grief than simply desensitise myself to suffering and war and starvation

nearly 19

i am not sure why but i do feel this sudden urge to post little scenes from stories that will like never be completed that i have writtn bcs of spontaneous bursts of inspiration/visions. they quite remind me of those poetic little stories i used to read on this website a long time ago and i always wished i cld write like that too but un?fortunately that was never my style/my kind of thing. anyways. it must be bcs i feel quite sullen and struck lately. but more on that later ..... expect some silly writing soon

dis fukcing pain

dis fukcing pain

weary

i have no fucking clue #yetagain

very very very very tired woke from long afternoon nap with impending doom kind of feeling