its just the way tht my mind starts wondering off to this very dark place where all i can sense is this uneasy feeling that weights my body down. it makes me wanna cry my eyes out and just end it all
i mean yeah working out is cool but have you done it to a point where you’re exceeding your limits but still not stoping because your brain literally hates to and wants to punish you for eating and having an awful body by exercising until u vomit