Today is my moon’s birthday.. so happy birthday to her hehe i don’t have any guts to wish her personally through calls or messages plus she might be celebrating it already with her partner.. he is a lucky man to have her for sure.. I wish that in next life I will be with her haha.. but seriously, I wish for her to be happy and healthy for the rest of her life!
I don’t usually post about any personal stuff.. I just wanted to let this.. thing inside of me out. Honestly, I miss her so much that it hurts. I once read that our mind works on the idea of ‘out of sight out of mind’. Sometimes I believe it’s true or sometimes I do not. I fell from the heavens in love with her..so deeply, spiritually and emotionally. Like the moment our eyes meet every time, I could see ‘Forever’ in her eyes. (omg I want to cry so badly rn).
Since we have parted our ways, I don’t get to see her anymore but I’ll make sure to pay her a visit. Best thing is that I have a picture with her and that’s enough for me to love her from the distance.
I named her moon because she’s so beautiful yet out of my reach.. even if I asked from god..I will never have her but maybe.. in next life.