left for ao3

so, i haven't been on here for a hot minute.
          
          i use write terrible fanfics on here about an anime that had a grip on me during middle school when i was 12. said anime is also deeply problematic and just so happened to be hetalia. i then went onto make a fanfic which not only contained terribly written content but also things that are just deeply racist and offensive (for example: the names i gave my old ASEAN ocs, horrible depictions of colonialism, and just a horrifically terrible understanding of history in general). this was all published on my previous account, one which the email i got deleted and now i cannot access it anymore.
          
          i moved to this account to continue with some more chapters in the mean time, but have since then ended the fic due to falling out of interest with hetalia due realizing just how bad it was. moved to ao3, though i just stopped writing in general, and now i'm here, telling you guys that i'm thinking of unpublishing ASEAN Shenanigans. i would be lying if i said that the entire experience was bad, i met a lot of people who had the same interests as me and even have an irl friend that used to be into hetalia like me. but i was also just awfully rude and disrespectful in the space of fandom, brash and didn't understand the dangers of being open in online spaces.
          
          with all that said, i want to apologize for all the horrible and offensive things i wrote in my fanfic. as someone who is southeast asian, i should've been more aware and took care to research things regarding the ASEAN and their histories more thoroughly with care and respect. being in middle school at that time doesn't give me the excuse of saying i didn't know any better because i should've, especially regarding something as controversial as hetalia.
          
          i wanted this to be longer but with the word limit i'll end it here for now. thank you for taking your time to read this, and i'm sorry for every wrong i have done.
          
          - rosie, formerly sav

hi everyone, i'm sorry i haven't been active on here for a very long time and for that i have a reason. as time went on, i lost the motivation to write on here. i tried writing fanfics for other fandoms i'm currently in, but it just didn't work for me and i had a hard time thinking of new ideas. i'm also very busy at school and it's also my highest priority as of late since i'm going to move this summer to a new one.
          
          with all that happening, i lost all my motivation on writing. so i'm announcing this to all my followers right now that i will no longer be active on this account or on wattpad. i made a lot of memories on here and met genuinely kind people on here. so to the people reading this now, thank you for all the memories and kind words you gave me during my time on here. i may not like wp at all but i'm grateful to have met people who shared the same interests as me when i first started.
          
          though i'm not going to be active on wp anymore, i will be permanently moving to AO3, albeit not very active as i'm still trying to get back into writing. i have the same username so no worries on having to find me.
          
          with all that in mind, thank you for everyone currently reading this, and i hope you all have a nice journey in life :)
          - rosie

i have a genuine question, how the hell do i delete my previous WP account without having to log out of my current one and risk losing it like last time? do i just.. report my old account so WP will delete it?

...okay what the fuck happened to wattpad?? i was planning on rereading a fanfic but then the whole entire layout changed??? i mean it's not bad, just... off-putting.

i literally almost lost my second wattpad account for the first time JUST bc i was trying to find a way to delete my old one since it has all my cringy old writing in it, and idk if it says how stupid i am but now it got me horrified from logging off my account EVER again

rereading asean shenanigans in my old account and now i'm cringing at how bad the humor is and the few comments pointing is out is just the cherry on top. just. delete.

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idk why but i think that i might end 'asean shenanigans' now. i know it's not a lot of chapters and trust me, my old writing was... *cringy*. now i just feel uninterested in it now that it's been a really long time, so to everyone reading this:
          
          thanks for reading my old fanfic even for how bad it is. it was one of my very first fanfics i made here back when i was not in a writer's block, and it was how i came to know a lot of internet people out here.

hi to everyone seeing this...
          how are you doing with the whole covid-19 situation? are your schools handling the situation well or did they close due to how serious it's growing? 
          i'm late to this, i admit it. but even if i'm not as active in wattpad as i was before and covid-19 may seem less lethal in the places you live in, however even if we're just internet friends who don't meet each other and go about our daily lives, i just think that this is something that really beyond big and the mere thought of losing someone you know and or care about is scary. this s apart of live, yes, but even then i hope that you're all safe and healthy and having a good life.
          thats all i have to say for now,
          - ru :)
          (don't forget to keep your body clean too, covid-19 is a bitch)