☫. jay

shit happens, im starting to lose control of my emotions and i couldnt think my mind is frequently empty, i cant think, ive been, ive been trying to let go but yet again im still here, im fighting, im so tired that my head hurts for,, for i dont know, i dont know what im feeling, its been... over a month since i attempt to kill myself... its... i keep thinking about it and it always reminds me that i could still do it again

YOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

gentle reminder ツ
          
          ღ you don’t have to pretend to be strong if you feel like falling apart. it’s okay to show feelings. It’s okay to be vulnerable.
          
          ღ you are doing the best you can, no matter what that might look like. do not be too hard on yourself; you are trying and that is enough.
          
          ღ you have conquered yet another day although you may think you would not survive. you are still here and you are still fighting.
          
          ღ you matter more than you could ever imagine. the world needs you. we need your light. keep shining through your dark days.

im actually jealous of my old acc?? like i was freaking 11 and writing smut like,,, gets a thousand readers and a hundred followers??
          
          and im right here,, looking at my 20+ followers and smiling like a dumbàss.
          
          Reading my old fanfictions makes me wheeze and burp like,, what the actual fûck dude???
          
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o o o h
          
          pl ease yeet me out of the atmosphere while i sneak alcohol into my room---
          
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|| *fcking listens to one of prince's songs*
          
          WOAH ACTUALLY- this is really good owo

"what if... we have a kissed at the angelo stone? jk jk unless..?"

|| *slides in enrico pucci acc.*
              pls take care of religious boy.
             @pathwxy is the account!

aye this is now an okuyasu account so- ah, i will be posting a few so u dudes can interact with sweet boyo. +plus it is either you want to interact with an hockey player! oku or just a normal oku. ||

i changed my aesthetic! ah, finally. ||