A 4'11 24-year old human who is always screaming internally

I AM BACK
- Me @ 2021: *laughing and crying at my old stories because hOLY SHIT THESE ARE SO BAAAAADDDDD*
- my old books will not define me (pls i'll give u pizza)
- healthy relationships are the bOmB now that I am 24 (no more bullying or bad boys. We stan good kings.)

- I am currently writing a (high) fantasy novel, which I don't think will be published traditionally because:
1. No love triangles or harems for the main lead 
(through the years, I have lost interest in doing reverse harems or reading about them lol yo gurl here can't even fall in love with one person, how do you expect her to love 2 or 3)
2. Not a chosen one 
(because it's time WE choose and throw ourselves into stupid situations)
3. It's fAnTasY so the market is extremely oversaturated by it already 
(yes it will involve witches and sorcerers, so imagine...everyone's doing it. Even I can't get enough of them.)
4. I don't think I have improved much with my writing per se 
(like I feel like I am very basic with my words and I still have to remove my habit of telling instead of showing buhuhu)
5. My main character is dumb 
(ofc I should make her dumb. That's how I have lived, and therefore I would be able to write her best)
6. The history of the story is mainly based off of a SouthEast Asian (SEA) witchcraft, and how colonization from other country's witchcraft beliefs invaded and destroyed the people and what they believed in. 

(I will BASE it off the stories of a certain pre-colonial country -- Ahem, it starts with a "P" and ends with "hilippines", and how they valued their witches and people before, and how they were trampled on by another country and left them almost nothing)

I must emphasize again on the word "base" because I will certainly exaggerate and tweak a lil' bit, ya kno...to sPiCe things up lmao

7. It is my first book and it will probably be bad.
8. I am also taking my dear time on writing it.