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Im so damn insecure I can't even fucking handle it rn, I hate my body, my face, my hair, my ears, my legs, my arms, my feet, my neck, my chest, fucking everything. I'm fat, my stomach gets pointed out by people, friends or not, I don't fucking eat most of the damn time and my parents call me greedy and selfish. I'm so damn ugly, my friends are perfect, beautiful, pretty, amazing, gorgeous and more. I want to have their body, they just fucking shine like a star. I'm a horrible big sister, I'm rude to my siblings, I hate myself mostly because of it. My life fucking sucks but I'm only alive for certain people, but I'm at my breaking point. No one will ever love me, an ik all the reasons for it. I'm ugly, fat, useless, annoying, mean, clingy, a mistake, bitchy, I have ADHD, I have separation anxiety, I have trauma, I flinch when you try to hug me, obsessive, possessive, a disappointment to my whole family and friends, I have mood swings, my life sucks, I wanna die, I cut my arms, I have anxiety attacks, I'm a "attention seeker", I have random out bursts, a crybaby, a "drama queen", I cuss to much, I'm abusive, im a fag/faggot, weird, lazy, will give no effort into anything, suicidal and wayyyyy more. And that's the end of my vent I might make a book about this but yea BYE!