Cheyenne

I like how I apologize for ghosting my boyfriend but now he decides to ghost me for a few days now, fucking cunt 

So I got a boyfriend on February 27th and today is March 5th it's been 6 days and I already ghosted him, I didn't mean to, but I do this when something happens like an incident, I had a bad weekend, Friday we had horrible wind storm , rain and tornados and my shed blew up, tractor supply co. Windows shattered, parts of my house was falling apart, a tree fell into my sister's and her family's yard crushing her fence, Saturday my nephew had an outburst (he has autism) but also had to get and x-ray because we thought he broke his foot (he didn't) Today my sister was pissing me tf off and we were trying to cut the tree in her yard down so, I think I should apologize to him today but I'm scared to see what he says and I'm really nervous to do it, I tend to ghost people a lot and I don't mean it.

I don't know how my secretive ass is going to keep this from my parents for almost two years like tf. My sister and I made a pact Sunday and it  will either happen this year or next but most likely next because I need at least over 100 dollars because my sister told me it would be okay if she took me to her hairdresser and dye my whole head, I been wanting to do this for so long and she knows that my favorite colors are like a darker green and deep dark ass red so I'm gonna get the top layer darker brown and the bottom layer green but not neon because neon is disgusting. But I have no money because I'm broke AF from buying a book, make up, jewelry, hair clips, and a jacket so I have to wait until my birthday which is in December and the same as waiting until Christmas. I just wish my uncle was still here, I wish I never spent the money he gave me, I had the money I got in 4th grade from him but I also spent it so, yeah Sorry this kinda turned into a vent post

HOW WAS I ALMOST A YEAR LATE SOMEONE WROTE  A BOOK WITH THE PLOT OF IGNITE ME BUT WITH SPICE ON HERE AAAAAAAHHH I SWEAR IF THERE IS LYHFML IMMA DIE 

Bro I was screaming, crying, and kicking my feet all last week because my 'enemy' he fucking Hayes me and I hate him but he called me his BESTIE bro I don't hate him that much but he gets on my fucking nerves a lot but he is so funny and cute 

Yay. That was sarcastic. School started back up yesterday and it was alright but in 6th period I had a really bad headache and when I got home and around after  I ate dinner I still had it. I went to take medication but we had none and the one we had I couldn't take because my stupid allergie to it so yeah. I woke up this morning to it still here and I still have to go to school with it.

I figured it was time for a change. I'm now working out more often, doing my skin care routine, and get my hair more healthy. And as for school study more, stay more quiet and stay outta drama, in 5th and 6th period is when I'll ignore the kids at my table unless we need to work together I'm tired of their shit. I just want it where I graduate and move but that's in a little while so yeah. I hope you guys had great holidays and all that jazz.

Literally want to shit my pants. I have school on Tuesday yaaaaaay! I don't want to go back I literally hate it there. 

So I figured out how to get into this account by having to get a new phone. Hehehe I am lucky my brother bought me one so I don't have to buy a new one. Yay!

It's official since Im on winter break and I don't go back until January 3rd I'm writing a Boyfriend/Crush Imagine book. Now I don't have to feel single while being a thrid wheel with my best friend and her boyfriend.