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you are destroying me.
          	i thought u were gentle, but ur not.
          	ur a narcissistic piece of shit.
          	i spoke very highly of you, "oh, he wouldn't do such a thing, i'm an exception! we're fine"
          	we are not.
          	you make sick. i wish i would've never met you. i hope u rot in hell <3
          	you hurt me so, so much and yet i still can't let you go. but i will.
          	i'm distancing myself. i will no longer let u treat me like this. i know my worth and you're disrespecting me in every way possible.
          	we're not meant to be. we're not compatible.
          	yeah, you're fun. 
          	yeah, you're hot.
          	but i don't need you. u don't have any empathy left for me. and i will stop giving u the benefits of a relationship without being in one. 
          	i will stop disrespecting myself and i will finally listen to my body, my mind.
          	yes, it will hurt like hell.
          	yes, i still love you so much. i've never loved anyone as deeply as i loved you. 
          	but it's over.
          	we're over.
          	i will see you one last time on friday. and it will be the last day we'll see each other.
          	i will miss you. i started to trust you, with my body. but it's over.
          	war is over.
          	it'll stop hurting eventually.
          	i got this.
          	i'm strong and i'll love again when i'm fully healed.
          	Fuck.