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Hey guys its been so long but ya girl just turned 18. It's so insane because I remember coming on here as a 14 year old obsessively reading and writing fan fics. Wattpad jumpstarted my passion for writing and reading and I just wanted to say that im extremely grateful I've made it to this age after seeing many people I know not reach the age of 18. It's been a blessing and a curse navigating through adolesence and though I may still be a teenager I do know that im considered as an adult. This is really an important time for me . Next year I'll be going to university and actually navigating through adulthood. Though I am still a rookie and a newly turned adult I wonder what life as an adult has for me . Hopefully it will be a better time than my younger teenhood. I do have one thing that I do regret and that's letting 6-insecurities get the best of me . At heart im still a 16-17 year old enjoying the fruits of what near adulthood would be and trying new and crazy things that younger me would definately disapprove of. 17 was an extremly important age for me it was finally when I started to become true to myself and not give a fuck about what others think. I had my first love at that age and my first heart break , I made many new friends at that time whom I thank for truly loving me and caring for me . I also realised that even though some people are shitty there are genuine sweet people and I am forever grateful with all of my experiences . Even the difficult times and the cringe teen moments. One more thing HOW TF AM I STILL A VIRGIN WHEN I FUCKING PROMISED MYSELF THAT I WAS GONNA BE POPPING THAT PUSSAY WHEN I TURNED 17 , kinda understandable considering how picky I am with people(romantically) and my extremly high standards . Hope I meet my hard working submissive millionare bae who is as caring and loving as I am . Anyways guys always be authentic to yourself and be kind to yourself <3 love you all alot and remember you're you and no one else can be you(blueprint)