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LS ko sa ML. My chest tightened. As in. Nihuot gyud siya. Dili na nuon nako feel mag-sulat! Ano ba kasi yun! Ba't naman kasi ganon palagi kasama ko? Huhuhu

Yung laugh ko sa POV ni Kairos HAHAHA kawawa yung tuhod ni Amara! Ba't kasi kayo bumitaw?!!!

Shibal na buhay to. Hindi ko na maalala kung saan ko isinulat yung POV ni Kairos! I’ve been scrolling through my notes, Novelist, Messenger, Docs, and Word, pero hindi ko pa rin mahanap! I remember writing the first scene and even highlighting everything para hindi ako mawala kapag nagsusulat ako ng POV niya, pero hindi ko talaga siya mahanap ;(
          
          Ang funny pa naman sana non. Ano na gagawin ko nito? What if I missed a single detail? Ayun, sira na ang POV niya ;(

I just finished writing Chapter 41! Excuse me?! Ba't niyo ba ako pinapakilig nang ganto? Ako yung nagsulat pero ako rin yung kinikilig!!!!!!!

Tol, kinikilig ako sa Chapter 40, tol! Hindi na'to maayo! I was like: STAWPPP!!!! 

I'll unpublish the first series for revision. I think I finally realized why I couldn't finish it—I’ve been feeling like the writing wasn’t good enough. Ang dami rin kasing typos, at hindi rin ako nakasulat ng maayos dahil nabusy ako. Sa totoo lang, minsan, wala na akong alam kung ano ang sinusulat ko. Yung iba sa mga ideas ko para sa story, hindi ko na naisulat o nasunod ng tama.
          
          I’ll publish it again once I’m done revising and the story is complete.
          
          Malapit na matapos ang classes namin, so I’ll finally have time to revise and finish it

Hello! Ang tagal-tagal ko nang hindi nakapag-update, ano? I know I promised to myself, and even to those who are reading (if ever meron), that I’d update—but God, our schedules were just too hectic. Ang dami-dami naming retdems this sem. I couldn’t wait for this sem to end so I could finally update like before!
          
          Just bear with me for a little longer, hmm? Maliit na kimbot na lang at mae-end na namin ang sem, which means… yes, makakapag-update na ako!!! 
          
          Alsoyy, my parents will be dropping by tomorrow! Pupunta kasi sila sa Vietnam for vacation (sigh, they love traveling and hindi man lang ako isasama!!!) BUT they’re bringing food for me! Mom said she made lumpia, marinated eggs, and she’ll also bring kimchi, seaweed, and ramyeon!!! Can't wait bukas. I’m literally counting the hours!!! 
          
          Miss ko na rin sila sobra. Can’t wait to see them. And I just know they’re excited to see their beautiful daughter—like, who wouldn’t be??? 
          
          May retdems rin kami bukas—ID and IM. Honestly, I’m not scared of injections… pero after hearing my classmates scream their lungs out earlier, parang hindi ko na alam. Some of them were literally crying, some even fainted. I honestly have no idea kung ano ang mangyayari sa akin bukas! Pray for me.

I miss writing! Kung hindi lang talaga ako busy, baka tapos ko na ang story nina Amara and Kairos. My goal was supposedly by the end of 2025, pero grabe yung delay niya. Parang information lang kapag nag-o-oral kami—ang tagal bago pumasok sa utak.
          
          I’ll probably finish this story by the end of February, pero not so sure. We’ll be having retdems this sem, kaya sobrang busy. But rest assured, I’m really going to finish this story. This series!!
          
          I'm currently studying for our Head and Neck retdems while writing Chapter 33. Wow—multitasking at its finest! Sana wala na lang ulo yung magiging pasyente ko (kaklase ko) bukas para naman wala na akong i-a-assess. Joke lang! 

The manhwa I’m currently reading has me laughing, giggling, and stressing—lahat ng emotions, lumabas. Ang ganda huhuhu.

I was eating my breakfast kasi babalik na ako sa dorm ko—1 coffee and 3 breads. I was still so lost in thought kasi 30 minutes lang ang tulog ko dahil nagme-memorize ako ng procedures na kailangan kong kabisaduhin for handwashing. I was about to grab one bread when I realized there were only two breads left on my paper towel. Nalito ako, then narinig ko na lang na may nginunguya na pala yung isa kong aso ;((( He took one whole bread! Ayun, napaaga tuloy ang breakfast niya ;(((
          
          I still love him though, despite what he did! Next time, hindi na ako magtutulala para hindi niya na ako nakawan ng bread!