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I had an argument..
It's stupid really..
My face is intimidating so to be said. Every year I have been judge of my appearance, every year I change it wither I like it or not. I make efforts to look approachable and nice.
Being who I am, and experiencing shit in life, I find it difficult to smile. I fake a smile everyday, just so that people can think, I'm okay. I haven't genuinely smiled in years. But I try.
However, my efforts aren't good enough. They're worthless.
After the first punch, nothing happened. After the second, I got mad. Now I'm alone and my breath smells like vomit.
Funny thing is, I was told I'm too insecure about myself and that I'm beautiful and yet we just had a fight about my face. Stupid, isn't it?
Some will probably think I'm seeking for attention since I'm freely sharing this, but I just need to confide in something before I did something shit stupid.
Thanks~