i went on a trip with my family, we had a lot of fun there and we stayed there for three full days.
On the second day, when we were at the beach and my stomach was really upset and i was rushing back to the room, while i was on my way i bumped into my dad who left to bring something to drink earlier, and
he asked me "where are you going?"
i said "to the washroom".
he was like "okay wait I'll call everyone back to the room."
I stood there for like a pretty good 15 minutes and then my mom came and started complaining to my dad that
"she always ruins the fun",
and I'm completely okay, because she is telling the truth. I always ruin everyone's fun.
last night, we were at a restaurant and my dad asked everyone what we wanted to eat, we were choosing from the menu and suddenly my dad lost his patience and
he said things like "you guys are no fun, you guys can't have fun wherever i take you",
i was upset, that i ordered something so random, and that made my tummy upset.
is it really me who ruined the mood or ....
anyways be happy with whatever you have, even if it's toxic or not, even that toxicity is from the family or probably not