Me too. My heart breaks so freaking much. The other day I was talking about sungchans rap was my fav and how they are locked in the basement and this ugh. SM ENTERTAINMENT is making very bad decisions, this year for KPOP keeps getting worse and I miss Lucas SM ugh i miss nct2020 we need ot23  CANT BELIVE it went from 23 to 20 less than 2 weeks ugh. My heart hurts all NCTzens are crying it’s hard being one