bbh_56
girlie are you okay? hope youre doing better now
haekkum
haekkum
i’m…devastated beyond words.
i broke down in the office toilet because work has been insane (in a bad way) for me and now to top everything off…mark…
i really wanted to come back, i was finding the time to. but i…can’t do it without mark……..
pearl25_11
@haekkum hey girl it's okay to be sad specially when life is stressful but Mark left because he wanted to, cuz he wanted to spmeth for himself he'll always belong in nct in our hearts but support his future too
YourMiso___Soupie
@haekkum I'm gonna miss 7dream so much, they are literally my everything. Their songs and their whole content is my safe place and my energy, I cried so much. Stanning NCT since their debut and Mark being my bias since 2016,this hurt so much for me. I feel so sad for the all nct members, especially dreamies; like looking at their contents and video back, Mark was the one they deeply look upon to..and now without him, they must've been hurt so much. I always thought I’d see The Dream Show someday when I could afford it… but now TDS with 7dream will never happen.I remember them talking about having TDS10 in the future, and thinking about it now just really hurts
bbh_56
february on smth
kwanhies
When I zone out, which is very often btw, I think about your books and sigh with relief cuz I got to read them before life got too bad.
bbh_56
happy new year!!
bbh_56
feeling like the obsessive ex
haekkum
LMAO HELLO. just been going through at hell at work rn LOL but i’ve been thinking about my own writing a lot <///3
bbh_56
girl where are you
haekkum
coming back from the dead to say happy holo day! ♡
my fav music genre is r&b so for haechan’s entire solo album to be it is incredible. the whole album’s so beautiful, sexy and classy - literally defining haechan.
everyone give it a listen ok!!
AsianStorysketcher
@GoThIcAeLi This is also hard because when I go to Korea, I live nearby the SM building and well...it's also sad to see it every day.
AsianStorysketcher
@GoThIcAeLi I am extremely disappointed with how SM Entertainment handled the Seunghan situation for Riize. If an artist can be easily let go from a group, then I have lost my trust in SM. How Riize fans in LA was banned from even wearing orange or the number 7 to represent the whole group upsets me to this day. I lost faith in the company so I made a conscious decision not to financial support SM Entertainment. I know that despite my disappointment and boycott, I wrote stories about SM Entertainment artists and continue to, but only because I put in effort into it already and I didn't want to stop the creative output and hard work. I'm not going to stop reading other writer's stories about SM Entertainment artists either. It's everyone's hard work. Still, I won't be buying any albums or streaming their music to support SM. It's extremely hard as I have been an SM fan since 2008. I've hosted radio shows to promote SM Entertainment artists. I'd promote SM a lot, and I had that pink blood, but now, it's just sad.
haekkum
hi…
i know i promised a comeback and would find time on top of work, my health problems and personal issues.
the personal issue in question just got a whole lot worse.
i’m currently on a no contact break with my boyfriend of 4 years. it’s been 3 weeks and it’s been so bad that for now, i think i’ll be ending it next week for good.
this is a heartbreak i wouldn’t wish on anyone. he was my person until he wasn’t anymore. he loved me so much until he didn’t. we had a future planned and we were supposed to start wedding planning next month - but he realized that he needs to be alone.
i’m absolutely devastated. but hey, i usually write better when i’m heartbroken anyway so on the bright side i might come back soon! LMAO
bbh_56
Never forgetting my roots