haetherr

⠀⠀⠀⠀im slowly starting to get my motivation and passion for writing back. Also hi it's been a while!!!
          	
          	⠀⠀⠀⠀(by the way, just because I said that I'm starting to get my motivation for writing back. It doesn't mean that seraphic will be continued.) 
          	
          	⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀(although, I probably plan to continue it somewhere in November. Also btw I'm so grateful for all the people who has been reading my book. I'm honestly still shocked people like it, even considering the shitty grammar.) :D
          	
          	⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀anyways happy women's history month btw!! <3

haetherr

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          	  P.s it's lowkey funny how victim yumeshippers/fans are gonna have to wait till fucking November so they can talk and interact with him. Sorry that I'm gonna be starving you all
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haetherr

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@haetherr
          	  
          	  Ykw I'm gonna go to bed I'm actually lacking sleep idk why I'm talking to myself. I feel like a drunk person thinking they're texting someone but is actually texting shit in their notes or smth
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haetherr

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          	  I'm not fucking dead wow, slaps your big fat belly.
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haetherr

⠀⠀⠀⠀im slowly starting to get my motivation and passion for writing back. Also hi it's been a while!!!
          
          ⠀⠀⠀⠀(by the way, just because I said that I'm starting to get my motivation for writing back. It doesn't mean that seraphic will be continued.) 
          
          ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀(although, I probably plan to continue it somewhere in November. Also btw I'm so grateful for all the people who has been reading my book. I'm honestly still shocked people like it, even considering the shitty grammar.) :D
          
          ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀anyways happy women's history month btw!! <3

haetherr

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@haetherr 
            
            P.s it's lowkey funny how victim yumeshippers/fans are gonna have to wait till fucking November so they can talk and interact with him. Sorry that I'm gonna be starving you all
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haetherr

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@haetherr
            
            Ykw I'm gonna go to bed I'm actually lacking sleep idk why I'm talking to myself. I feel like a drunk person thinking they're texting someone but is actually texting shit in their notes or smth
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haetherr

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@haetherr 
             
            I'm not fucking dead wow, slaps your big fat belly.
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haetherr

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀I have a confession to make.
          
          
          ⠀⠀⠀⠀Before viridity was uploaded, long long before everything got reworked. I realized that I had nothing planned for codorlium (unreleased 6th chapter, I probably spelt it wrong because I don't wanna go back to check it.) The final route that you saw from chapter 5, that made me so confused on how everything will play out for both routes. It feels like there's no way I'll be able to find a way to get both routes to sync together in the story line.
          
          
          ⠀⠀⠀⠀And, I've been working on my mental health all by myself, it's been a ton of bricks to work with. And importantly is that I'm no longer in the AvA fandom. Losing interest due to me finding a new fandom I love. The upcoming chapter has at least less than 2% of the writing done because of my lack of motivation and I lost the motive to continue this fanfic.

Mili_ofc123

@ haetherr  that's quite sad and disappointing but it's your decision and we can't do nothing but accept it. I hope that soon you have the motivation to continue, until then, take care of yourself Fei, you will always be loved by us ❤
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haetherr

⠀⠀⠀⠀One day, month, or a year, I'll probably return with more writing improvement. But as of now, I'll be writing for a different fandom. Just not AvA (for now.) But this book will stay public as a love letter to all AvA yumes. All you guys are amazing and this journey with seraphic has been the best thing I've ever had throughout my social media life. Seeing you guys love my writing makes me feel like I am wanted and appreciated more than anyone has ever made me feel in real life. I hope to see you all AvA people once again when I'm more free and motivated.
            
            
            
            ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀much love and appreciation, 
            ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀Fei.
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haetherr

⠀⠀⠀⠀It's honestly sad to say that seraphic will be put on hiatus (hiatus and discontinuation is two different things.) I've honestly rushed myself and pushed myself to finish every chapter. And I feel like I'm terrible because it makes me look like I just wanted likes or something. When in reality I just wanted to show my writing skills to the public (this app is the only thing I've ever decided to post confidently on.) 
            
            ⠀⠀⠀⠀When I first started this book, I honestly had a lot of passion. I did my best, and words can't describe how much I appreciate and cherish all of my amazing strawberries/readers support. And I was only able to finish chapters because I had so much motivation and free time. But now, everything is just not a good time to continue seraphic while I don't have a passion for AvA.
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haetherr

⠀⠀⠀⠀okay so grrr uhh
          
          ⠀⠀⠀⠀strawberries I literally, literally, literally need help give me motivation for seraphic pls pls pls.
          
          ⠀⠀⠀⠀Since I left the AvA fandom (losing a whole lot of interest,) I had no motivation to work on the new chapters. But I also don't wanna discontinue it because I promised to!!
          
          ⠀⠀⠀⠀So I basically neglected seraphic for this new book, but I wanna work on seraphic but the lost of my interest in AvA, I NEED Y'ALL TO BULLY ME INTO WORKING ON THE FINAL 2 CHAPTERS PLS. TYY FOR READING (AND ALSO THE SUPPORT, LY ALL!)

haetherr

@uzxotic 
            
            :tongue:  heh,, I don't mind a smooch..
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uzxotic

If I give you a kiss, would you be motivated
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Mili_ofc123

@ haetherr  Wattpad deleted my message because it was "concerning" "violation of their guidelines", whatever. I still think that dy ing and reencarnete in a book, series or movie is hella cool. Not that I really wish for that to happen
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Mili_ofc123

Why can't I message you on discord anymore?Ó⁠╭⁠╮⁠Ò

Mili_ofc123

@ Mili_ofc123  I was trying to wish you happy new year and asking how was your break and suddenly it said that my message can't be sent. But I'm glad to know that you're doing fine (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠❤
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haetherr

@Mili_ofc123 
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            WAIT WHAT YOU CAN'T??? Is that why I haven't heard of you??
            
            Idk what happened, but if you wanna ask me something, then you can ask me here anyways!!! ^^
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