hafuck1010

Hey everyone that is still around! I heard about the new guidelines… I don’t think my fics should be in danger, because all mental health topics are spoken about to be informative and/or the character gets proper therapeutic help and heals,… but just in case, I have saved everything on here. I hope everything remains safe! Just know I wouldn’t delete anything myself.

momokaaa_

@hafuck1010 heyyy, are uploading this on ao3?, I still don't finish delusional!!
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I_am_a_dude

@hafuck1010 Funny I'm the first here. Anyway yeah, new wattpad guidelines are kinda wacko. Glad mine should be safe but damn, so many people are having their stuff wiped--had a tumblr person say they went on wattpad to go backup their stuff and logged in to see it already removed in a first wave ://
          	  
          	  Anyway all that to say, thanks and still ever grateful for the fuckin awesome fics
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I_am_a_dude

this message may be offensive 
Can I just say I've never ACTUALLT looked at your pfp in the years I've been following your acc and had just accepted at face value that it was a child in a white tshirt with fucked up posture with a bat and playing baseball. Might be the most fucked up thing I've just never looked into but.

hafuck1010

Hey everyone that is still around! I heard about the new guidelines… I don’t think my fics should be in danger, because all mental health topics are spoken about to be informative and/or the character gets proper therapeutic help and heals,… but just in case, I have saved everything on here. I hope everything remains safe! Just know I wouldn’t delete anything myself.

momokaaa_

@hafuck1010 heyyy, are uploading this on ao3?, I still don't finish delusional!!
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I_am_a_dude

@hafuck1010 Funny I'm the first here. Anyway yeah, new wattpad guidelines are kinda wacko. Glad mine should be safe but damn, so many people are having their stuff wiped--had a tumblr person say they went on wattpad to go backup their stuff and logged in to see it already removed in a first wave ://
            
            Anyway all that to say, thanks and still ever grateful for the fuckin awesome fics
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edenisexemplary

Hi Auntie Thea :) I haven’t been active in PJO or on Wattpad in literal years, but I wanted to stop by and say thank you. I was a fairly frequent commenter a long time ago! I first read Psychopath when I was a very young teenager struggling with my mental health and sexuality, and I felt genuinely seen by your storytelling. I know you mentioned you don’t love your older works and absolutely respect (and empathize with) that, but I hope you do know how much I appreciate them and you. You were unironically the person that got me into fanfiction, and now I write it myself. There will always be a special place in my heart for Auntie Thea and Psychopath. Much love and many thanks 
          - BeaBemused or suckerforsolangelo some variation (I don’t remember my old user)

hafuck1010

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@edenisexemplary WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH bro u don’t know how much messages like this mean to me. Yes yes, I complain about my angstyness as a teenager, but really, we were all in that shit together. Being gay and depressed is HARD when ur in middle/high school. 
            I’m not really on here/ actively in the fandom anymore either, I’ve just been checking in on ppl and stuff because I missed the community. I mean, I was in it for like a full decade, so it will always technically be my fandom. 
            I’m really glad I helped you grow and helped you feel seen. I miss our little solangelo family we had back then. We were all disasters, but we loved each other… 
            Keep writing and never stop!!!!!!!!! 
            I don’t know what fandoms you’re in these days, but I’m on ao3 @always_gold If ur ever interested :3 
            I hope u have a good week… I hope things are a little easier now. If not now, they will get better
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hafuck1010

I can’t believe they got rid of DMs on here. I lost texts from old friends from like 2016 that’s so sad…

Gay_punk_rock_mess

@hafuck1010 LMFAOO I lowk forgot how involved I used to be on Wattpad
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hafuck1010

GENUINELY I WAS IN MIDDLE SCHOOL WRITING AND NOW IM NEARLY A UNI GRADUATE  but yes ofc I remember u broski @Gay_punk_rock_mess
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Gay_punk_rock_mess

@hafuck1010 I'm surprised you remember me  but it's so weird to think about how I was reading your fics in middle school and now I'm in college
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Alyssanr11

just realized i wasn't following you on here. ik you don't write in this fandom or on wattpad but i just would like to say that grieving was the first fanfic i ever read and you will always have a place in my heart and you inspired me to write fanfic. i discovered the fanfic world in 2022 and im so glad yours was the first i ever read. just wanted to say thank you and i will forever read and reread your fics because i love them so much and i still remember literally every single detail of psychopath and grieving bro i love you so much and  just thank you for writing i remember i used to use my 1 hour of screen time to read grieving and it took me so long to read yet it was probably the only thing that genuinely kept me going forward in life because i knew i could go home from school and read my favorite fanfiction. so thank you for that and i hope that you know im so grateful for you. now i want to reread grieving and psychopath. i genuinely love your work and will be eternally grateful for EVER.

Alyssanr11

yes school is way wayyyyy better now and my boyfriend really helped me and everything is much better now then when i first found these fics
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hafuck1010

DUDEEEE im so glad I came on here to check on everyone. Thank you . I generally do not hold love for these fics anymore because I wrote them in a very depressed-in-highschool mindset, but the fact that people hold such high esteem for them means a lot. I used to do what you did in middle school. I’d come home and hide my iPod touch under my bed so I could read my fav pjo fanfic until 3am in secret. (My fav was atramentous— I see it’s already in ur favs, you have good taste). I really hope school gets better for you, and if it stays hard, I promise it’ll get better after. I hated high school, and now that I’m in uni I’m a million times happier. Plus therapy lol!!! 
            A million Genuine thank yous from me!!! Keep reading and writing! 
            @Alyssanr11
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nope123456789

I've seen your messages that you have an AO3 could you please put the acc name so I can see what you are posting now? I used to love your writing back in 2021-2022 lol

hafuck1010

Oops I meant to reply directly @nope123456788
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hafuck1010

Yes!!!  My ao3 is always_gold   . These days I write for the aftg fandom!!!
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lilyofthevalleyy73

heyy so do u still write solangelo?

hafuck1010

Of course!!! Dm me your Google Drive email and I’ll add you as a viewer :D unfortunately I didn’t finish it after wattpad stole it from me, but the document has like, pages of notes of what probably would have happened after I stopped @PeriwinkleGlowYT
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lilyofthevalleyy73

@hafuck1010 sadly I'm not in the aftg fandom  but that's alrr! if ur ok with it, can i get access to Storms?
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hafuck1010

I dont… I’m sorry. I could always give ppl reading access to storms (unfinished) from 2021/2022 on Google Drive tho! I write aftg fanfic on ao3 these days… @PeriwinkleGlowYT
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hafuck1010

I would love to reread psychopath/delusional but it’s soooooo edgy. I try to keep the drama saved for metaphor these days

hafuck1010

HIIIII I write on ao3 for a different fandom!!!!! Not as much as I should because I’m lazy but I want to start doing it more again  @PeriwinkleGlowYT
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lilyofthevalleyy73

@hafuck1010  OMG THEA HIIII UR ACTUALLY  ALIVE R U WRITING MORE?
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hafuck1010

@SOLANGELOCALEONO1FAN still alive, unless my exam gets me tmo. Only time will tell… HEHE THANK YOU!!!
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hafuck1010

I can’t believe ppl still call me auntie Thea in comments im gonna cry. My legacy… 
          
          (Also, who let me be “auntie” at the ripe age of 11-16? Why did yall have any faith in me to be GOOD at this?) 
          
          (I appreciate the love nonetheless) 
          
          (Do you know how often I get to use “I was wattpad famous” in two truths and a lie?) 
          
          (Do you know how often I have mentioned I used to be wattpad famous in the pjo fandom, and been faced with people who have said “oh my god I read your fics”) 
          
          (One time I was at a lady gaga rave and a girl nearly fainted when I told her the name of my fics. That’s weird.)

I_am_a_dude

@hafuck1010 LMFAO you truly are a staple of the fandom. If I met any solangelo writers irl I WOULD ALSO faint. So angsty but so good especially since I love mental disorders and disabilities I def need to reread it
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hafuck1010

Thinking about how worried I was when I started posting on here, that I wouldn’t be accepted into the fandom because I was young and new. I entered the fandom in 2014  
            just imagine how the newbies coming from the tv show feel
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hafuck1010

I’m an adult. I pay taxes. You can laugh
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