You know when u just want to cry your eyes out but your holding it in, then u r sitting on us couch and somebody invites you to a party. And u go then you have to go home. And feel so depressed and want to die because that party opened your eyes somehow and now your crying on your couch and your girlfriend is not here. Do your in the couch crying and wanting to die and listening to girl in red, then u get more depressed and so u start listening to worthless and Billie ellish and look at your arms the ones u cut and keep crying. ........you know......or its just me