hi loves! this is haiden here. i am currently soooo excited to finally have the first few chapters of my book "personal" published. i have been trying to write this book since 2016 and of course, over time, so much has happened since then. it never really worked out for me then and i see now that it's because the timing wasn't right. i didn't know nearly as much then as i do now and i hadn't even learned or experienced some of the most important parts of life yet. YES, i call this an autobiography but i am using the term very loosely. 95% of the events that take place in this book are real, meaning they have ACTUALLY happened to me. this is not an EASY thing to work on or write about. not only do i have to recall moments and specific details from years ago but i am speaking on my thoughts, feelings, discoveries, demons, and personal struggles. there is TEA in here, honey. some of my deepest and darkest secrets. things that most people wouldn't even CONSIDER writing out or publishing on the internet at that. this book is brutally honest and i choose to keep it this way so other people can learn from my experiences and so the writing process is pure and therapeutic for me. even with this being said, i am human and i don't have the greatest memory in the world. i don't remember word for word every single conversation i've had with friends and family over the years, i don't remember every single meal i've eaten for dinner, and sometimes i even forget the order certain events took place. the names of the characters ARE NOT the same in this book as they are in real life and that is because i do not intend on going around asking for anyone's consent on what i can or can not publish regarding them. about 3/4 of the people in this book i do not even have direct contact with anymore. pleasseee show "personal" lots of love. read her, share her, and don't forget to vote. also, just because i am sharing a piece of me does not mean you can JUDGE me or my personal experience!