guys I think I’m very high for a person that slept for 3 hours that’s not normal like i could sleep for 1MIN and I’d woke up and go travel the world and come back and still do shit then sleep then wake up again I’m crazy
I should delete that playlist before I actually kms cuz I’m not wrong those songs make me wanna kms and my dumbass didn’t think it’s true and it was I almost fucking dead I was happy about but deep down I regretted it
it all started by that playlist that kept reminding me of how I hate living and life and everything in this world it all goes back to that playlist everything wrong with my fucking fucked in my life that playlist explains it now see if I never made that playlist last night I would’ve ok not really but at Kwai wouldn’t have taken a lot of it more then even 10 and yet I’m still here I’m tired I don’t wanna be here ik “it’ll get better” I waited year’s months but it never gets better it just kept getting worse and worse every day I’m just tired of it I might say that I’m trying I am but I gave up and I’m tired I’m just so tired that I can’t even leave my bed or the house or even do something with my life I just drown in that bed all day and night cuz the moment I get out of bed I go and take more and I’m tired of it.