Finding the missing pieces 

Sense July 29th of 2014 I knew I had missing pieces and A LOT of them,
I didn’t know all and exactly what I was looking for I still don’t, and looking isn’t so easy ether,
But I’d rather search for the missing pieces in my life, than continue to lose more pieces. 
I’d rather continue to move forward like an unstoppable force than fall beyond or being pulled down like gravity does to objects.
I’d rather succeed while finding the pieces and succeed like the famous author Steven king than fail like when someone takes a test they didn’t study for.
I’d rather go through the obstacles to succeed than to give up on my dream of feeling complete in my life. 
I’d rather go on as an adult and feel like I have something going for me than grow up with a million pieces missing, I’d rather have something going for me in my life than having a unsure or useless future.
It has taken what feels like forever to find the pieces I’ve successfully found so far, and I have found ALOT more than I expected to in this amount of time and by no means will I find the last missing pieces anytime soon that’ll make me as successful as a famous writer or a doctor, Or find just that one right piece to fix “everything”.
Because that’s impossible, I could spend my entire life searching for that piece but I’ll never find it, because nothing can fix everything there’s not a “magical wand” but there are things that can help make bad situations better and I’ve came to realize that.
At first I felt like I had so many missing pieces, ones that you need to have in everyday life, but something I’ve realized is that I may not find all the pieces to make me feel complete.
In life there’s so many locks and just simply not enough keys.
I honestly believe that everyone is great, that there’s something unique about someone regardless of what has happened to them in their life no matter how many pieces someone is missing, regardless of how young or old someone is