To prove that all the love and affection you read im writing is true and experienced.
I had a very hard time, so hard that i almost off/ed myself twice.
And from all the people that had a cleaar prior knowledge to why I was very down and ill, from all the people that can reach me, I called the one i adore most, my love, that just woke up, and knew nothing.
And now, after two weeks, I reasure a drar friend of mine, that I am very fine, and they dont need to blame themselves for not being able to help; because I chose her.
They then said, that I chose her, because she was the only thing that parted me from death... Which is funny... Because till that convo i didnt know why I called her... I hate to show her that side of me this clear... But that made sense