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Nakaka kilig ka pa rin infatuation kahit borderline rejection na yung nangyari kanina hahaha.
Mukhang delikado na naman ako
O bakit ba kinikilig na naman ako?
Pero ngayon ay parang kakaiba
Pag nakatingin sa'yong mata ang mundo ay kalma
Parang trueee ano >.<
I don't know but I'm happy when you say "weeeh" or "nyek²" kasi it means na I made you happy or cringed. HAHAHA at least it made you felt something hahaha kadelulu uyyy. But I know for a fact that behind those replies, I know that you smiled and for that I'm already happy : )
I'm getting the hang of it. Di na ako masyadong kinikilig baby ಠ ͜ʖ ಠ hahaha you're still cute in your own way tho (✷‿✷)
You often don't truly know how much you're interested into someone until you've delved deep into their past, even if it's painful :(
But ginusto ko naman yun hahaha. Maturity comes with a lot of experience which in turn comes with a lot of emotional baggage. I'm still so young. Dami pa rin ang mamemeet ko. Di ko kailangan igkulong ang sarili ko just because I found someone with a lot of common ground. I still like them as a friend, I should remain it that way :)
I'm waiting for your reply while waiting for her reply. Ang saya lang. Ang happy lang. Ang saya mabuhay. Ang happy mabuhay. HAHAHA I'm going insane. Malapit na. I should stop digging. Digging a hole makes it deeper and therefore harder to get out of. There are bigger and way more serious problems in the world smh :)
Haaaaayss. Ganito lang naman ako. Sads. Daddy's Home at hubaderang ex? I'm so defeated right now. This is one hell of a day ಥ_ಥ
If they don't reply na ako na talaga nag initiate, maybe that's it :) Just like all things in life, it'll pass →_→
Wala ng thrill. Nakita na yung face, alam na yung government name. LAHAT² alam na. There's no going forward. Should've seen this coming (ب_ب)
Lord forgive me for I have sinned. Hahaaaaays. What the hell was that? I cannot fathom that I thought of those things haha
When a door closes, another one opens. We had a 20 minute call. And I did not even talk. I can barely talk okay??? Because I was busy admiring their beautiful voice. Like??? I was just murmuring and shít and was admiring the whole time. It should not be the case because they're sharing their problems with me and asking for my advice. But all I did was smile the whole fcking time because it feels so good to listen to their voice. Another thing also is that they're not talking to my mother tongue. Which makes it even harder to construct sentences and such. I am slightly heartbroken that my infatuation doesn't like me (hahaha lol) but I'm giggling right now because of them. This shouldn't be the case given na they treat me like a friend. What am I getting myself into?! Haaaaayss. I'm so sorry. It's not that ocean deep naman but I don't plan to go down that road even more. I'm only digging a hole for myself.
I know it's just harmless question, but kids??? HAHAHAHA idk what to answer tho. Maybe with you ;) hahaha joke lang. Disclaimer this is just a joke =_=
Haaaays. SANA di na lang ako nag confess haha. Now, they're not even bothering my messages. But I hate the subtle hints. It's frustrating me. HAHAHA. You'll get over this infatuation eventually. Kaya yan self :)
Stop telling me na focus on my work, get home safely, and eat your dinner na. HAHAHAHAHA yawa bawal po ako mafall hsha. I know this is just concerns na harmless but still hahaha. Dumadagdag pa na I haven't giggle in a while because I haven't seen my infatuation for two week straight na. HAHAHA God. I feel like a player. Di ko naman sinasadya ahhh (ب_ب) di pa naman ako kinikilig, as of now hahaha. I don't want to tho (个_个)
Been practicing my shít for almost a month. I hope it made them happy hahaha. But ang baduy ko lang talaga hahaha at least nagkaroon ng courage.
That picture singlehandedly alter my brain, my heart, and my life. Like??? Even AI cannot create something that is so ethereal. They're so fcking gorgeous, perfect, and all fcking adjectives in between. I cannot fathom how this is a reality for them. Lord. Just give a chance. A fcking chance.