Shitiest Poet ⁠ب⁠_⁠ب

I don't know but I'm happy when you say "weeeh" or "nyek²" kasi it means na I made you happy or cringed. HAHAHA at least it made you felt something hahaha kadelulu uyyy. But I know for a fact that behind those replies, I know that you smiled and for that I'm already happy : )

I'm getting the hang of it. Di na ako masyadong kinikilig baby ಠ⁠ ͜⁠ʖ⁠ ⁠ಠ hahaha you're still cute in your own way tho (⁠✷⁠‿⁠✷⁠)

You often don't truly know how much you're interested into someone until you've delved deep into their past, even if it's painful :(
          
          But ginusto ko naman yun hahaha. Maturity comes with a lot of experience which in turn comes with a lot of emotional baggage. I'm still so young. Dami pa rin ang mamemeet ko. Di ko kailangan igkulong ang sarili ko just because I found someone with a lot of common ground. I still like them as a friend, I should remain it that way :)

Haaaaayss. Ganito lang naman ako. Sads. Daddy's Home at hubaderang ex? I'm so defeated right now. This is one hell of a day ಥ⁠_⁠ಥ

Lord forgive me for I have sinned. Hahaaaaays. What the hell was that? I cannot fathom that I thought of those things haha

When a door closes, another one opens. We had a 20 minute call. And I did not even talk. I can barely talk okay??? Because I was busy admiring their beautiful voice. Like??? I was just murmuring and shít and was admiring the whole time. It should not be the case because they're sharing their problems with me and asking for my advice. But all I did was smile the whole fcking time because it feels so good to listen to their voice. Another thing also is that they're not talking to my mother tongue. Which makes it even harder to construct sentences and such. I am slightly heartbroken that my infatuation doesn't like me (hahaha lol) but I'm giggling right now because of them. This shouldn't be the case given na they treat me like a friend. What am I getting myself into?! Haaaaayss. I'm so sorry. It's not that ocean deep naman but I don't plan to go down that road even more. I'm only digging a hole for myself. 

Haaaays. SANA di na lang ako nag confess haha. Now, they're not even bothering my messages. But I hate the subtle hints. It's frustrating me. HAHAHA. You'll get over this infatuation eventually. Kaya yan self :)

Stop telling me na focus on my work, get home safely, and eat your dinner na. HAHAHAHAHA yawa bawal po ako mafall hsha. I know this is just concerns na harmless but still hahaha. Dumadagdag pa na I haven't giggle in a while because I haven't seen my infatuation for two week straight na. HAHAHA God. I feel like a player. Di ko naman sinasadya ahhh (⁠ب⁠_⁠ب⁠) di pa naman ako kinikilig, as of now hahaha. I don't want to tho (⁠个⁠_⁠个⁠)

That picture singlehandedly alter my brain, my heart, and my life. Like??? Even AI cannot create something that is so ethereal. They're so fcking gorgeous, perfect, and all fcking adjectives in between. I cannot fathom how this is a reality for them. Lord. Just give a chance. A fcking chance.

Ano ba to self. I should be worried what are my plans in life. Getting into post grad and all of that or fcking whatever. My batch mates are doing well, and here I am crying because I cannot contemplate if I'm going to buy a fcking gems to some fcking story. Ano ba to GAGO??? Pabuhat na nga, namomoroblema pa with things that are not helping me with my future!?!