Shitiest Poet ⁠ب⁠_⁠ب

It's been a long time since I opened my Wattpad app. I just want to say that I've finally earned my bachelor's degree! After five years! I still can't believe it. I've learned so many things, both in lessons and through personal reflections. Wattpad was even a witness to all my "BS" in life, HAHAHA. I don't know if I'll still be reading in the near future, but for now, I'm just happy for this small win hehe.

I'm baaack!!! Kinda. I just want to say na I'm graduating this year!!! Huhu finally after five fcking years! Wattpad saksi ng mga BS ko sa college life. Thank you Lord. All for you. Sa wakas!

Hello po, may alam ka pa bang ibang stories na kagaya ng Frisson Series ni solmeraki? yung submissive yung guy then dominant yung girl. 

I don't know but I'm happy when you say "weeeh" or "nyek²" kasi it means na I made you happy or cringed. HAHAHA at least it made you felt something hahaha kadelulu uyyy. But I know for a fact that behind those replies, I know that you smiled and for that I'm already happy : )

I'm getting the hang of it. Di na ako masyadong kinikilig baby ಠ⁠ ͜⁠ʖ⁠ ⁠ಠ hahaha you're still cute in your own way tho (⁠✷⁠‿⁠✷⁠)

You often don't truly know how much you're interested into someone until you've delved deep into their past, even if it's painful :(
          
          But ginusto ko naman yun hahaha. Maturity comes with a lot of experience which in turn comes with a lot of emotional baggage. I'm still so young. Dami pa rin ang mamemeet ko. Di ko kailangan igkulong ang sarili ko just because I found someone with a lot of common ground. I still like them as a friend, I should remain it that way :)

Haaaaayss. Ganito lang naman ako. Sads. Daddy's Home at hubaderang ex? I'm so defeated right now. This is one hell of a day ಥ⁠_⁠ಥ

Lord forgive me for I have sinned. Hahaaaaays. What the hell was that? I cannot fathom that I thought of those things haha

When a door closes, another one opens. We had a 20 minute call. And I did not even talk. I can barely talk okay??? Because I was busy admiring their beautiful voice. Like??? I was just murmuring and shít and was admiring the whole time. It should not be the case because they're sharing their problems with me and asking for my advice. But all I did was smile the whole fcking time because it feels so good to listen to their voice. Another thing also is that they're not talking to my mother tongue. Which makes it even harder to construct sentences and such. I am slightly heartbroken that my infatuation doesn't like me (hahaha lol) but I'm giggling right now because of them. This shouldn't be the case given na they treat me like a friend. What am I getting myself into?! Haaaaayss. I'm so sorry. It's not that ocean deep naman but I don't plan to go down that road even more. I'm only digging a hole for myself. 

Haaaays. SANA di na lang ako nag confess haha. Now, they're not even bothering my messages. But I hate the subtle hints. It's frustrating me. HAHAHA. You'll get over this infatuation eventually. Kaya yan self :)