A little rant for all that want to read (mainly for me though, because this will be the only place I speak about it) -
I feel like I’ve done something wrong, and I don’t know what. I used to be really good friends with this one person, like, we used to hang out all the time and talk about everything and anything… now I can’t even get one word out of them. I try to talk to them when I see them in the halls or something and the most I can get back is a nod of the head- and I don’t know, I don’t want to be mad at something like that, but I also just can’t help it, it was just all of a sudden and I couldn’t get words back. Every time I try and talk to them their eyes make it seem like…. I don’t know, just something bad, like they’d rather do literally anything else other than speaking to me. And I feel like I’ve tried everything, honestly. Every time I saw them before I’d try to at least throw a compliment to them, but even then I rarely even got an acknowledgment- and I don’t know how to feel about that.
I just kinda feel like I want to cry, because I care about them, but I don’t know how much they care about me anymore…
And I’ve known them for nearly 10 years, so yeah, this hurts. Thanks for that.