I'm a down to earth guy who loves with all of my heart and have a gift of understanding a partner without the need to explode, argue, shout etc..communication is key...talk. Ive been to hell and back putting up, going along with the mind of a very confused lady that Id give my life for.. I refused to give in, the easy way, never quit and along the way, all the strange events and problems soon became clear as I put together all the pieces and begun understanding that person, getting all the answers to all the whys over four years...Along the way this true story will take over your emotions and feelings and straight away you'll be immersed in it as if you were there, as if it was you..it will draw you in in all aspects of love sex hate resentment selfishness sadness perseverance.. it will open your mind into seeing how traumatic peoples mental health can be like when theres a history of bad experiences that gradually tell the tale....Every word is true and writing this brings back all the magic moments along with plenty of sadness, heartbreak, love... I hope you enjoy, learn something from it to take away and incorporate somehow in your life to make it better, happier, memorable...the more people read, the more I can write, despite how upsetting some parts were for me to deal with...soon enough you'll latch onto and pick up on all the mannerisms and signs of issues that hit us every day....at least after all this you'll now know why...as many people, no matter how long together, can still find it really difficult to talk openly, its like becoming an uncertified mental health depression specialist along the way....enjoy and never quit on who you love aslong as they love you likewise as people with depression anxiety etc will always say one thing but truly mean the opposite....so you have to become a mind Reader!
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  • JoinedJanuary 12, 2024


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Fifty shades of Blue by hammylife
Fifty shades of Blue
A true story of a couple who click from day one, fall in love and have a wild off the scale sex life so uniqu...
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