Yo, I've been so depressed lately, i don't think anything has made me genuinely happy for the past months. I have grown to hate my school works, and performances. My self confidence just don't exist anymore and I feel like I became a waste of oxygen on this earth. I feel bad for my parents because they had to raise a child like me, I feel bad for my friends for relying on them so much and not being able to give anything back. I feel the most sorry to my mom, if in the first place I never developed inside her, she would be living a better life today. I feel sorry to my father, if I did not exist in this family, maybe my siblings wouldn't too, and he wouldn't have to be stressed everynight thinking about how he would provide for us. I don't know what to do, I don't remember where everything went wrong. I used to be so happy and carefree, but now I feel sorry to everyone around me, simply because I exist.
Nakakahiya na napakasadgirl ko, sana ok lang na dito ko to pinost
