aGeNT_ShARk

you know what ... kill me 

luka date me pls

im a person who can style her nails with a knife thank you very much might use it on myself one day

Hello , nice to meet you.  I am suffering from same or same kind of problem like you and I know it's hard but we just can't give up . We are not born to give up. We have chance to change our life . There is chance , it will come in near future and change your whole life . You just need to keep going , you will see the bright future of you soon . To bright , that make you feel you will blind by seeing that. 
          
          So just remember even light need dark to bright.
          
          Everyone is imperfect , everyone has flaws , and we all are just one of them but we all have different spark that can make the sun give up.

i dont know how many pills i took thill today but i still feel like every emotion i show is fake i cant smile genuinely... i dont want to take pills they dont work im a total mess and im not fixable.... im just an idiot that is alive... i shouldnt be alive... what do i have between my hands to live for? nothing! maybe vie.
          but why should i be alive if i cant write a future for myself? im untalented, not smart, i have so many issues with my body and skin. why am i even living still? i dont do anything in a day, i lay down because im so tired from thinking all the time. my head hurts in a daily basis because of thinking. i wish i could walk outside by myself, i wish i had that power to do it...
          
          now im 12th grade this year hah... university exam is near. however, do i know anything? no... i have no clue. as someone who wants to major math, HAH i have no chance... i will fail and kill myself in the end...

i love you.

people these days are lecturing me about prison is not how i think like it is... i mean im not saying it is easy or alright, but curiousness could be expressed by different words and i usually say that “i want to go/ i want to be/ i will be-do”.... i dont know man im getting legit looks from people so... im trying to keep myself from speaking like that but it doesn’t usually happen

we all know i’m an idiot/genius, but i suck at writing seriously...
          
          like... they are really bad. par exemple, detective... it is a fucking mess. criminal case? fucking garbage. billiard? if i was playing that as a card i would be poor now... well i am poor... anyway
          
          ehem 

i want to fucking kill myself...

cuts... haha