hana7paru

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hana7paru

@squishyhanji 
          	  You don't know how much this means to me. Thank you so much I really needed that. I don't know how to talk about it shortly, it's just I kept holding on for so long since a young age but the fights kept coming and I think my body mentally and physically didn't know how to fight anymore so I'm learning again, it's just that healing takes a lot of time and my patience and endurance are barely managing. I still have hope and I still wanna do better for myself.
          	  
          	  I wish you all the luck on your exams and I'm sure that I'm not the only one who will get excited when you update no matter how long it takes.
          	  
          	  Hugs make everything better indeed so I'm giving you my big hug too 
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squishyhanji

Thank you for your endearing compliments always. They never cease to make me smile! And thank you for being so kind and sweet to me irrespective of the situations you're dealing with right now. I really do hope things change for the better for you, and soon enough! 
          	  
          	  Here's to hoping this finds you well! Sending you a big hug! ❤️
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squishyhanji

@hana7paru 
          	  
          	  Heyy! I really hope whatever it is that you are having to survive right now doesn't end up taking a toll on you. Life is a rollercoaster, true, but hopefully this is only a small dip in that ride and sure it'll still hit you really hard, even if for a moment, but I hope you know it's just that. 
          	  
          	  One moment in time that will, eventually pass. 
          	  
          	  And even if it seems like it keeps dragging out for some reason, I hope you find it within yourself to derive strength from all the highs, from all the good times, to give you enough boost to push through this. 
          	  
          	  Life is, a rollercoaster after all. If you feel like you've hit a low right now, that only means you're preparing for an ascent. So I wish you don't lose hope and you keep trying your best to power through this.
          	  
          	  I don't know in what sense you mean it, but I hope you know you're doing an amazing job surviving. When things get too hard, it's okay to survive through it. That's enough sometimes. As long as you don't give up and keep trying, it's perfectly okay to survive. 
          	  
          	  We will eventually get to the part where it's all rainbows and unicorns and parties and celebrations. But for now, let's just survive. (:
          	  
          	  Also, I've been alright. It's that time of the year again for me. The one I seem to enter a little too often for my liking. ):
          	  
          	  My final exams start in like a week. And I'll finish up with my last round of internals tomorrow. It's kinda poetic though, I was in the exact same position after I published limbo a few months back, and here I am again after volcano. XD
          	  
          	  I'm so glad the updates still excite you, despite how scarce they are. And please don't worry at all, take all your sweet time to get to it, whenever and if ever you feel like it. ❤️
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hana7paru

Soon will say goodbye to wattpad

hana7paru

@squishyhanji 
            You don't know how much this means to me. Thank you so much I really needed that. I don't know how to talk about it shortly, it's just I kept holding on for so long since a young age but the fights kept coming and I think my body mentally and physically didn't know how to fight anymore so I'm learning again, it's just that healing takes a lot of time and my patience and endurance are barely managing. I still have hope and I still wanna do better for myself.
            
            I wish you all the luck on your exams and I'm sure that I'm not the only one who will get excited when you update no matter how long it takes.
            
            Hugs make everything better indeed so I'm giving you my big hug too 
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squishyhanji

Thank you for your endearing compliments always. They never cease to make me smile! And thank you for being so kind and sweet to me irrespective of the situations you're dealing with right now. I really do hope things change for the better for you, and soon enough! 
            
            Here's to hoping this finds you well! Sending you a big hug! ❤️
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squishyhanji

@hana7paru 
            
            Heyy! I really hope whatever it is that you are having to survive right now doesn't end up taking a toll on you. Life is a rollercoaster, true, but hopefully this is only a small dip in that ride and sure it'll still hit you really hard, even if for a moment, but I hope you know it's just that. 
            
            One moment in time that will, eventually pass. 
            
            And even if it seems like it keeps dragging out for some reason, I hope you find it within yourself to derive strength from all the highs, from all the good times, to give you enough boost to push through this. 
            
            Life is, a rollercoaster after all. If you feel like you've hit a low right now, that only means you're preparing for an ascent. So I wish you don't lose hope and you keep trying your best to power through this.
            
            I don't know in what sense you mean it, but I hope you know you're doing an amazing job surviving. When things get too hard, it's okay to survive through it. That's enough sometimes. As long as you don't give up and keep trying, it's perfectly okay to survive. 
            
            We will eventually get to the part where it's all rainbows and unicorns and parties and celebrations. But for now, let's just survive. (:
            
            Also, I've been alright. It's that time of the year again for me. The one I seem to enter a little too often for my liking. ):
            
            My final exams start in like a week. And I'll finish up with my last round of internals tomorrow. It's kinda poetic though, I was in the exact same position after I published limbo a few months back, and here I am again after volcano. XD
            
            I'm so glad the updates still excite you, despite how scarce they are. And please don't worry at all, take all your sweet time to get to it, whenever and if ever you feel like it. ❤️
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hana7paru

I know that I don't have much followers but I want to try and support them. There is a mashup that I'm really obsessed with, a bittersweet really well made mashup to limbo and volcano. There is a fanfiction ongoing that was inspired by the mashup. You can find the conversation between the mashup maker, the writer and me on the pinned comment in youtube. Please support both of them, they are so talented.
          
          The mashup is on youtube called "volcano x limbo | A stray kids mashup" by "MusicalMagic" 
          the link: https://youtu.be/8A4_FIpFY2c
          
          The story is called "ember || minsung" by "squishyhanji"
          the link: https://www.wattpad.com/story/338798992?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=hana7paru&wp_originator=kmYqf6kNX729xL90uffoACrUWe%2B8yHxF4QUYsH5072MGqzREro4C%2BFdp1h32tzsTfVd9qRmGb52OXBzDUwkBbHilO2k2e3qJE%2FtVmURnvCrtR41kLV9bzyuf43ZvBkbi
          
          Thank you ♡

hana7paru

@squishyhanji take your time, don't force yourself, whenever you are ready to decide if you wanna write it or not, we are gonna support you
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squishyhanji

@hana7paru 
            
            Ahhh this makes me both sad and happy at the same time. T-T
            
            Happy because ember gave you a reason to stay when you probably want to leave. But sad because of how inconsistent I am with the updates. What's sadder is how I still don't know when I'll be able to update next and honestly I've been so stressed lately that I have found myself debating whether I'll ever be able to complete it. It is very disheartening. ):
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hana7paru

@squishyhanji wattpad is not doing a good job with notification sadly, I have never been notified with updates to books I follow which annoys me all the time. I hope I was able to help. Thank you for the amazing book, it's one of the veery few reasons why I'm still on wattpad
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hana7paru

How do yall find caregivers when I can't even find friends..wait! I can't even find my SLEEP
          Crying in it's 7 am and I didn't sleep feat. PCD and insomnia
          
          Bixby play insomnia please
          By skz or the rose
          Bixby come on, of course BOTH

STAYclown4ever

Well I don’t know but I’m happy my flirting is working (as it should) 
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hana7paru

@STAYclown4ever what did I do for you to flirt with me....I'm gonna get a heart attack from shyness....
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hana7paru

Does anyone have any pet space ff recs?

hana7paru

Could skz_stay have an account on ao3?
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hana7paru

@Sunnieros3 oh yeah you are right hehe
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Sunnieros3

I find that funny
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