@hananeh20
Back again after a long break
It's a weird feeling reading your thoughts from a long time ago.
I am 20 now
I still sometimes want to die but not everyday
I still struggle with anxiety but like I'm getting used to that
But I'm not that hopeless anymore but I'm moneyless now•́ ‿ ,•̀
Although I know no one will read this but I find here kind of a comfort zone. I never wanted to die this much. Maybe there were times that I wanted to die so much but those were out of anger and not really serious. Like I was better by passing time but now I really do want to die. It's like it's better this way. Not to exist at all. Not to worry about anything. I think of dying almost everyday and I find peace in it. I don't like people anymore. I can't understand them. These days people are getting more cruel and heartless. But sometime it crosses my mind that will it all end if I die?
Just a reminder: No matter how much your weight or height is or even what your skin color is you are beautiful. So love yourself unconditionally♡♡
I think i have anxiety :")
These days I get stressed a lot and I want to cry when I'm in this situation and I don't even know why I get so stressed out
The fact that my gut can feel the duplicity update ;) but I am too scared to read the whole chapter
I hate dilemmas in life. Mostly the ones which can change the whole way of your life.
Right now i need to go somewhere far away from everyone in my life but I don't have anywhere like this to go:)
