hangmyparents06

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          	i want to relapse so bad right now. i feel like everything is going to shit, but i’m also completely overreacting because so many other people have it much worse than me.

thevampsonly

@hangmyparents06 okay. I’m here to talk if there’s anything you wanna say but not on a public board <43
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hangmyparents06

@thevampsonly sorry i just had a really bad week. i listened to music and went to sleep instead. thank you. <3
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thevampsonly

Heyyy idk if you’re ever gonna see this but in the case that you do, I hope you’re okay. It’s been a while since we talked but I hope everything is going well

thevampsonly

@hangmyparents06 same about the WP days lol. I’m doing alright, for sure better than back then <3
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hangmyparents06

@thevampsonly heyyyy sorry i’m not really active on here anymore, but i’m actually doing quite well! my wattpad days were not my greatest days mentally, but i’m doing great in school and have great friends now. i hope you’re doing okay as well!!
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wxsted-nxghts

hello, just wanted to say that i absolutely love your background image collage thing!

wxsted-nxghts

yeah, and it turned out so cool!
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hangmyparents06

@Doppithebest omg thank you! i spent so much time on making it all fit 
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hangmyparents06

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          i want to relapse so bad right now. i feel like everything is going to shit, but i’m also completely overreacting because so many other people have it much worse than me.

thevampsonly

@hangmyparents06 okay. I’m here to talk if there’s anything you wanna say but not on a public board <43
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hangmyparents06

@thevampsonly sorry i just had a really bad week. i listened to music and went to sleep instead. thank you. <3
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hangmyparents06

i’m sorry everyone. i know i complain way too much on here, but i want you guys to know that it’s only because this is the only place i feel safe enough to talk about hard stuff. it’s getting bad again as it usually does in the summer, and i can sense old habits coming back. i know i’m not super active on here, but i want you guys to know that i love you, and i’m grateful for anyone who has ever simply interacted with me at all on here. you guys are the best.

lashton_heart_soars

@hangmyparents06 np!! and of course you do :) /3
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thevampsonly

@hangmyparents06 ofc you do. You’re amazing <3
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Louiejoy28

@hangmyparents06 You're welcome and thank you. If you ever need to talk, I'm here for you :)
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hangmyparents06

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tw: self harm (ish? i think), dysphoria
          
          i was feeling really dysphoric and shit and i started to like scratch my chest like subconsciously and i just kept like staring at my naked chest in the mirror and i didn’t stop until i was like bleeding. i didn’t even mean to, but like i’m not even that surprised, well kind of but more confused then surprised. i’m kind of scared that i was able to do all of this without like even noticing i was doing it tho.
          
          do any other trans guys or afab genderqueer/non-binary people do this?? like is this normal or am i just going insane??

Louiejoy28

@hangmyparents06  I hope so too. Thank you and you're welcome :)
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hangmyparents06

@CaydenJ28 i hope it works better for you the next time. thank you for the support. ♥♥
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Louiejoy28

@hangmyparents06  Yeah, it sucks so much. I cried for a while after putting the tape on and noticing it didn't do much for me. It was my first and second time trying to put it on and I've seen others say that the first few times are kind of hard to do. So I'm hoping the next time I try there's some kind of difference for me. And thanks :)
            
            I'm sorry you don't feel comfortable enough to get them because of your family. I hope one day you're able to get them and your family is more understanding and supportive of you ❤️
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hangmyparents06

today is a good day! i always complain on here, so i thought i would be positive for once. HAPPY PRIDE EVERYONE! starbucks gave me a veinte when i paid for a tall, so that was great. my friend came out to me yesterday, and i couldn’t be more happy for her!! i finally had the nerve to clean my room, and i just found out my mom bought me and my sister harry concert tickets. today is so slay!!!! love you all! ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

thevampsonly

@hangmyparents06 yayyyy I’m so glad you had a good day :))
            Love you too ❤️
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