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@haniming25 do anything u want, girl :3

@haniming25 sleeping part doesnt seem to be a worrying for my parents. Day by day, my sleeping cycle just goes extending and extending. And this kinda affect my health too ig :( 
            I have been working out lightly despite of waking up late tho XD
            
            Girl girl girl, true true true! It's suffocating that I cant meet my relatives outside Brunei(Sarawak). Damn... if we're allowed to go out Brunei ady, I am certain I end up acting like orang sesat cuz I forgot how Miri is now HAHAHAHA I remember I almost get lost in a local plaza lmaaaooo xD
            
            Hehehehe nasi katok tastes like nasi lemak tbh. Except it only has sambal, rice and chicken. And u know, different place so different style of nasi katok (sambal and the fried chicken especially) and OH OH! JOT DOWN Gerai Gadong!! You'll see food paradise :3 we have the same food paradise in our district, but the one at Gadong as wider choices hehehe what else you want to know?? Food only? *eye emoji*

@_thekimsalert_  aaaaaaaa this is so heartwarming to read. i can really really relate to that sleeping part. i'm so tired of nothing and have no sense of natural biological clock anymore. at least it is ruined for me lmao. i sleep a lot and most of the times for long hours too. the record i have currently (for my current condition) is like 12-14 hours i think. i thought i was taking a nap from mid day and i woke up the next day. my mom seems to be worrying a lot for me. like of course i'm thankful but at the same time i feel bad for being a burden and somehow annoyed too. i keep hear knocking at door and i just wanting to be alone. it's not nice i know but because i'm used to living independently with no one to tell me what to do, so it's very unsettling. and emotionally draining. 
            
            yess, i hope all things will fall in their respective places. us, included!! i wish we could survive this pandemic with our loved ones and have better chance to get ourselves out there. be it in happiness, carreer-wise or just everything we've been dreaming wanting to do.
            
            uuuuuuuu nasi katok, i've been wondering how it tastes like when you told me about it before. i remember searching for travelling vlogs in your country for that ehehe.. i'll definitely keep that in tab!! (aggressively jot down nasi katok in my bucket list for 2nd time) ^^

@_thekimsalert_ i'm not a muslim, but I have family who embraced islam. We dont usually celebrate Adha :"D
            Nah, girl, its okay with the negativity. I understand, u know. I get into that situation nowadays. I feel like giving up on these things, but yeah, I am still living, I better do smtg. It's bothering me how I get burnout a lot recently, and almost not wanting to do what I love. I just realized that I have been sleeping for more than 10 hours tbh. I want to get up, but I cant get up. But thank you for your prayer. I wish the same for you too. Let's try to not give up on this. It's mentally and emotionally exhausting, that's true. But maybe this is not our time.
            
            Hehehehehe you can come aaaanytime :3
            Wait till covid wash out
            I will belanja you Nasi Katok heheheheheheh

@haniming25 hahahahaha nah, see! XD you mentioned that you have many unfinished books you want to read but I add new books some more (I published a new book last week) XD
            
            Sure sure :3 I'll announce them on message board one. You tunggu hehehe XD
            
            Tbh, I'm procrastinating rn. I want to write since last night. But it's just a three words XD
            I can only write well when I'm out of data and if I don't use wifi. 

@_thekimsalert_ now that you're mentioning that, i realized i have a lot of your books in my unfinished read list! i'm sooooo going to finish them soon hehe not at me having separation anxiety with the books that i've read (so i reread the same ones over and over again lmao)
            
            and yessss, please take your sweet time to realize your dream. no matter when, please tell me if you ever get to publish one okay? i'd love to have my hands on them ;)
            
            i think it's just guilty conscience because we are readers too, so we'd totally understand what it feels like to wait for uncertain update aaaaaaaaaaa but of course, my active procrastination ass try to act calm and compose tho 75374826498% panicking in the inside all the time XD

@haniming25 for now they (fanfictions) are all available on My Works. I have yet to plan to make it in paperbacks for sale but last time, I planned to do giveaways for books (include the non-fiction one) that get a lot of attentions. I want to print them and bind them with my own budget, but I'm broke now hahahah so for now, just plan-plan lah hehehe. No further real progress yet. And Brunei doesn't have Shoppee, I guess T^T so idk how to sell my books on Shoppee if can T^T 
            
            You're right tho XD better late than never if writing is not smtg we get away. If ppl complain abt updates also, it's us that decide when to update because not all followers or readers can understand what is happening in our lives uwu slow-slow lah, dont rush. Relax~ :3