hanjishits

Im planning to discontinue my story, but i have a lot of good ideas for it!! i shouldnt right?!?

mminjjin

@hanjisungleeknow || im enjoying it so far, and i'll be sure to continue reading it ㅠㅠ
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hanjishits

I cant just say directly that I want to remove them from my life, I still do care, support and love them, I am thankful for them actually for being a big impact on my life, pero focus na ako ngayon sa studies ko eh, focus na ako sa hobbies ko......I am proud to have them in my life actually its just that, parang im drifting away from them........

hanjishits

I knew this would happen, but bat parang nawawala na yung interest ko sa kpop, especially sa skz, I mean I still love them pero hindi na ako masyadong focus na dun, yung hindi na ako nag aabang sa bagong episodes ng SKZ- CODE o SKZ MYSTERIOUS KITCHEN, i mean willing ako mag stream sa bagong kanta nila at excited ako pag mag co-comeback sila pero bat parang wala na talaga, i mean bibili parin ako ng merch nila tsaka lightstick pero hindi ko na talaga feel eh, hindi na masyado yk what i mean..... I knew that hindi talaga ako magiging kpop fan habang buhay ko kasi mag di-disband sila at may kanya-kanya na silang mga buhay, i feel like bitaw na ako sakanila pero hindi pa ako handa pa alisin sila sa buhay ko, ganoon...dahil ba kasi lumalaki na ako? i mean yes growing up is nice, but ganon nalang ba talaga? Yung bibitawan mo nalang sila na parang wala? I promised to stay with them until their last walk, their last concert, their last vlive and last 'step out' !
          Its like losing interest in playing toys bcos you know you are old enough for them... Am i sure? I think I need a rest