@hannahdivine1006
11:51 and i am still missing you. san-o daw la ano ini ma-eend na akon nafefeel para haim kay feel ko diri na ini mawawara. I’ve been doing my best to forget u. I tried being civil with you like le is git na ginpipirit ko tak self na bumulig ha iya mga convo ha akon mga friends its just that na ikaw man ngani talaga it nan-iignore ha at. ano pa ba tak buhaton para maging normal ini kay tbh naghihimakarawod ak tak ginbubuhat. Makapira pa ba na panmamakarawod tim ighahatag ha ak?
still hurts when you think about how he denied everything between us, telling everyone who knows abt it that he was just feeding his curiosity about women, sex, and whatsoever. I felt so betrayed and used… but you know what’s worst? Liking him still, after everything you’ve heard and here u are still insisting with what u feel towards him… tbh, i still want him back…
here i am hoping that he’ll realize one day that he just made a mistake and would want to start anew with me, ds time we’ll do it right. but i know that i’ll never be nerdy enough for ds hahahaha
it’s been almost 3 months since the day he ended things between us… we never had the chance to talk again. Tapos if mayda mga chances nga nagkakasugat kami diri ko talaga hiya ginkikita like makita la gud ako ha aragian and i think he’s doing the same thing as well. rare la kun kumadi hiya ha am room or nakadto la hiya ha amon kwarto pag waray ak ddto. one thing i notice is diri hiya nagawas pag adto ak ha gawas, hi ako man gihap haha, maririnig ko man kasi ito it iya tingog amo nakasabot ak kun adto hiya ha labas. as much as possible mamiling talaga ako hin way nga diri na kami magkakatapuay like mabalik ak ha room pag makita ko hiya ha gawas pero maaram ka karuyag ko talaga hiya makaupod, diri ak maaram kun kay ano tak lawas nadiri huhuhu i swear bagat automatic nala kasi na naiwas tak lawas.
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tas yana la na am pangarigo bagat nakakaya ko na ha iya umatubang tas an kakulop la an rle an ddto liams. kumadto hiya ha front tas supposedly nak kasapit hi vj tas vacant man na usa pa na chair, hi vj saring, bumal-in hiya tas amo iton hiya an lumingkod an chair ni vj. amo ito nagkasapit kami tas piste liwat hi inso na depota pero waray liwat kasi man adto makapansin hi inso, hi shandell kasi gintudlok kami na magkasapit amo ginrabutan ak niya tas yumakan hiya na “niyan kita magburobalanse” tas amo ito feeling ko naalibadbaran hi kirk tas tigda hiya bumuhat, bumal-in hiya ha pinakafront tas dumaop haam hi cian yumakan na “gin-ano adto niyo? ginpakianhan ko kun bakit hiya bumal-in chair, tas bumaton hiya hin naka aburido daw” tas amo naconfuse ak kun kanay hiya naiinis ha akon ba or kan inso?
tas an pagkaudto nag-inistambayon kami ha luyo liams tas bumalik kami ha liams mga 1:30 nagliningkuron la kami tas tigda tun hiya kumadi haam yumakan na malingkod la nay daw hiya, dd hiya magsusurat kay damo tawo ddto kabila na chair tas amo ito dda hiya nak front nagsusurat tas tnagalit hiya utro kay lumingkod ngadi haam hi inso amo umiwas hiya utro. amo iton nagagalit ak kan inso yana kay ginruruba talaga niya…
feeling ko kan inso talaga hiya nauurit hehehe .
#imybb
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still
still yearning
im leaving this account for good…
i just can’t believe the fact that i stoop that low just to be with you… i was raised by my mother well and just for what??? to be used by someone???? never again
everything ends here
we slept together
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