Graduated this year and turned 22🎉🥳 as of yesterday!! I want to thank everyone who has been patient with me and I apologise for not releasing chapters.
Originally when I first started writing I enjoyed it and didnt feel this pressure to release chapters and therefore I was consistent as it was a hobby. But Ive been feeling a pressure for a long time now to release chapters because I feel like Im letting everyone who reads my book down. And if you know me when I feel pressured I tend to shut down or delay/ignore what I am supposed to be doing.
These last six weeks I have been trying to force myself to get back into writing but I have really struggled, every time I have sat down to write I have looked at the screen and struggled to put into words what I planned and imagined for the next scenes.
I want you guys to know I havent given up because writing is something that means alot to me and I am starting to find that love again to write without feeling that pressure and to do it as something I enjoy rather than an obligation with a deadline. I have started putting together the next chapter, please continue to be patient with me. Im sorry for this long message but I felt like I should be truthful with you all and I hope you all will still read and continue to read my books. I am also sorry for making you all wait so long for this message. You dont understand how much I appreciate you all, I do very much. So thank you all. ❤️