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wish i had close people to talk

mmmmm i say i cannot take it anymore and yet i still take it 

idk man i guess my recent update here was kinda like the last straw so now i’m just really really bummed out 

i fucking hate birthdays.

i meant reply to my messages properly* but whatever 

this really just made me sad. and the fact that they couldnt even reply to my messages regarding of the letter makes me even more sad, but ill just shrug it off and do nothing about it

not their fault btw i just read the whole thing and im pretty sure i ws js a little depressed and thought i was undeserving of love and that my friends were avoiding me (i was also in a separate class so that made it worse tbh i thought they were rlly avoiding me)

@hannieple its okay whatever its not a big deal anyways i just got a little upset

also why would i actually be a serious gatekeeper anyways thats so annoying :cry:

see i could easily do this exact thing to them with demon slayer but i dont, i dont to an extent. i could easily gatekeep my fav characters but i dont, atleast i try not to and also give them fun little facts about the manga. it just gets upsetting sometimes, i know this is literally not even a big deal like its js anime ☠️☠️☠️☠️ 

we were both writing letters for eachother to read after our spm so we cant read it yet but both took a peak and both letters were LOOOONG

i truly get sad and disappointed when my friends give me underwhelming replies :( like js say u dont wanna talk to me and this conversation will be over!!!

fuck these replies and fuck those emoji reactions, i cant do this anymore