@hannieple
i love it when my friends are expressive of their feelings to me like,,, you miss me…? TEARS IN MY EYES ALREADY
i know that’s probably the bare minimum but i’m so grateful for them and i’m so glad they tell these things because i’m always convinced my friends don’t feel the same as i do [sob] i hope to see them soon
when an infp (my bsf!!!!) writes a genuine long letter to their other infp bsf (me :D)
we were both writing letters for eachother to read after our spm so we cant read it yet but both took a peak and both letters were LOOOONG
chat im here to apologize for my behaviour, i was splitting and almost killed everyone in the world my bad shawty
i watch you chaaaaaaaangeee
err me looking at my friends knowing they wont ever defend me or stand up for me. at all
a year ago today i almost killed myself
@hannieple ill always be proud of myself for enduring this long and how long i will continue to endure every sufferings
im such an infp
em hi so i was js being dramatic (i relapsed after getting misgendered again)
my negative thoughts are not who i am guys trust me, i was js having a Really hard time w my identity
“friendships are crazy” is it or am i the crazy one here
@hannieple its sad how my friends send me lovely tiktoks abt being friends and shit but how they act in real life is so different, in a nonchalant way as if being with me is so boring
@hannieple i still really hold so much love for them too, even the ones who are really just not good people, i talk with them with so much excitement still and i forget all the bad shit they've done. its so crazy
“bro ur the first person that i know rhat hsve done these very extremely selfless acts” “like wdym you discarded ur own being for the sake of ur friendship when u did nothing wrong whatt” “u gotta put yourself first even if its your most closest friends and friends that uve known for years” slapped in the face in one go
me when i get emotional writing about my sisters in my journal
@hannieple me when i full on SOBBED as i wrote a letter for my sister's birthday, like damn i didnt know i was emotional like that!!
i have anxious attachment with my favourite people ok can u blame me, blame my parents man