hannisexual

And everyone loves her and compliments her constantly so it's not like she doesn't k she's pretty and all and I just wanna cut her off but I'm stuck with her for years even if we don't talk I'll still see her and be negative and like this isn't even half of the full story but I don't wanna actually talk to someone about it but still want to get it out of me

_danflies_

@hannisexual I understand you completely, but don't put yourself down because of anyone. Actually find it relatable, yk you saying that you want to cut them off and you can't, tho my situation was completely different. Anyways I hope you feel better soon, i only want the best for you, please take care of yourself, I'm here for you.
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hannisexual

And everyone loves her and compliments her constantly so it's not like she doesn't k she's pretty and all and I just wanna cut her off but I'm stuck with her for years even if we don't talk I'll still see her and be negative and like this isn't even half of the full story but I don't wanna actually talk to someone about it but still want to get it out of me

_danflies_

@hannisexual I understand you completely, but don't put yourself down because of anyone. Actually find it relatable, yk you saying that you want to cut them off and you can't, tho my situation was completely different. Anyways I hope you feel better soon, i only want the best for you, please take care of yourself, I'm here for you.
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hannisexual

this message may be offensive 
U can ignore this just want to vent somewhere no one knows me :D  have a girl in class who I would consider just a classmate rather then a friend but we hang out for lunch and stuff (plus another girl)  she  makes me feel so shit about myself it's actually making me be so negative lately like unaliving thoughts because I just can't bear to hate myself so much anymore like ik my personality is quite dislikeable (yes I've been told) but to add to that I'm like fucking ugly and fat and she's so pretty and skinny and yet always complaints not because she thinks she's what she says but for the compliments coz she loves the attention

_danflies_

@hannisexual omg hunnie don't ever say that about yourself, you have a wonderful personality and you're pretty, regardless of your weight. And I'm glad you're venting here and letting those thoughts out
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hannisexual

Everything I want in life is literallyyy unachievable for me no matter how hard or how many times I've tried and it's like there's not even an alternative so what am I meant to do? I'm so unhappy and wish I could just be alone completely because I dont want to show my emotions to the people in my life coz nothing they do or say can fix the way I feel

hannisexual

@letsallsmile thank u for always being so kind to me and in a way validating my emotions I seriously appreciate it ♥️ I've thought of professional help but unfortunately I haven't felt comfortable with the idea even if I do want to give it a try
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letsallsmile

A while back I was feeling so lost and so unhappy too I was so unsatisfied with myself and wasn't able to love myself and cuz I can't love my own self I was always rude towards my loveones too and I always said hard things I never meant always hurting them so I took professional help cuz I just wanted to love myself be happy and most importantly just sleep as my insomnia was very bad after a month of sessions I'm alot better I'm still trying
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letsallsmile

@hannisexual I'm sorry I'm seeing this so late how r u feeling now?
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letsallsmile

Happy new year may all your problems starts to fade away my prayers are with you just keep holding on .. and if u r happy may you stay happy if u r having a tough time may the dark clouds fade away soon and a bright sun shine in your life

hannisexual

Stop I just saw this and literallyyy I'm so grateful for such a beautiful message honestly ur such a sweet soul and I pray that u always only get the best and that all u want comes true coz u seriously deserve it and so much more !! I hope ur year is going well and will get even better from today onwards ❤️❤️❤️ and just to let u k if u ever need to talk I'll always be here and will love to listen
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hannisexual

just wanna cry myself to sleep rn

hannisexual

@letsallsmile literallyyy that, it gets so annoying sometimes tho but also I'm glad ur doing well rn
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letsallsmile

@hannisexual I'm doing well rn ..I can empathize with u .. sometimes I just feel so sensitive too and want to just cry out
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hannisexual

@letsallsmile hii! I'm definitely better now, I'm just very sensitive (TT) but Thank you I appreciate it and I hope u're well too❤️
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