I'm a nobody and some days I feel especially like a nobody. I feel lonely, like I shouldn't exist. I look at other people and see them with their friends and talking about their lives and I know I'll never have that and it makes me sad. But sadness is a human emotion, it shows that you're still here and I'm glad you are. I'm glad I am. 

There's days where the temptation to go is especially strong and it's like it's trying to seduce you but please don't go. You deserve happiness and so do I. We all do so I hope that together we can overcome the challenge and find our happiness. I'm lonely and sad and overthink a lot but that doesn't mean that I'm not happy. I'll ignore the people that live their life and make me feel like I'm not living mine until I'm ready to pay attention to them. I'll pay attention to them when I've achieved my happiness and I won't return to them until I can help other people achieve theirs, too. 

This whole thing might not make sense and it'll most likely be stupid but there is one thing that isn't. You. Here's a message that's as true as anything can be, you might not believe it but it's true. I love you. So find your happiness. While you do, everyone and I will be waiting for your return.