it was my 4th anniversary here a few days back and i missed it. just re-read my bio after quite some time and it brings back so so many memories... i think i wrote it during the pandemic and i've changed so much since then. but i've never had the heart to part with it. it's a tiny piece of my heart and it means so much to me. i barely use this app anymore but i check in once in a while. wattpad has been such an important part of my life, honestly it kept me sane during the lockdown. i've met more than 200 people on here and although i don't remember everyone, they've all shaped me into becoming who i am now. it does sound cringe but it's so true. i've had different eras on here. life was so simple back then. i remember writing thank you and welcome messages for my new followers, changing themes cause i had the previous one too long. i've seen weddings, fake deaths, GCs in the comment sections and all that. so i've been through the ups and downs of this app. now it's all come to an end. but i just can't bring myself to uninstall this app. this acc has been like diary. if you have the patience and actually scroll down, you'll see how i've changed and become who i am now. i used to be so confident and talkative, i'd have long talks with literally anyone. i wish i had that superpower now or 2020 ayesha as my friend. but life goes on and i don't think i'll be deleting the app anytime soon but i just wanted to write this down in my diary.