i haven’t been on here in a while, but reading everyone’s comments i should’ve came here the day it happened. bc i am the only one of my friends who loves one direction and has been a fan since day 1. we really are a family not just a fandom. liam has arrived home and i pray daily that his funeral isn’t publicized and profited over the way his life was. it feels wrong leaving him in october, it feels wrong leaving him in 2024. it breaks my heart that he wasn’t able to get help. and i can’t even imagine what his poor son, and family are going through. i hope the boys are surrounded by a good support system. i think we will miss him forever. rest easy payno, this world didn’t deserve you.