happypotator

Ok I caved and I’m rewriting some of my worst stories. Not all of them just some of them

I’m editing some of my stories so if you get spammed with notifications just ignore it. I’m only changing the format and some of the titles, not the writing. I don’t have time to read through mountains of my mistakes.

never feel like you have to apologise or explain yourself to us lovely ❤️ take your time and most importantly, take care of yourself. all we want is for you to be happy and healthy <3

PART TWO
          
          Every time I open Wattpad I’m tempted to delete my account. Tempted to delete every story I’ve written and published because I truly hate them all with a passion. Not only are they just terrible stories but they also remind me of a time in my life that I’d rather forget. (Plus the writing is just pure awful—what was 12 year old me thinking?) 
          
          Anyways! Getting a bit sidetracked here. I’ve been working a lot on my mental health recently. I started seeing a therapist in March 2023 and she’s been helping me tremendously with my PTSD, Anxiety, Depression, and past trauma/abuse. (I know I have a lot of issues don’t judge) So I guess you could say I’m slowly getting better. 
          
          I’ve gotten a lot closer to getting my love for writing back and I think it’s safe to say that my account will become more active in the year 2024. I’m aiming to have something posted by the end of 2023 but that’ll only happen if I’m super lucky. 
          
          So I apologize for not being active over the past few years but I am excited to say that I think I’ll be back on track soon. 
          
          PS: I do sadly have a life outside of my laptop so bare with me while I try manage both my chaotic existence and my struggles with writing. I am in high school, extremely mentally unstable, desperately looking for a job, and living with 6 very loud and very annoying human beings. So if it takes a little longer than expected for me to get back to writing again…at least you know why. 
          
          PSS: please do not judge me for the god awful writing in my published stories. I was 12!

Hey guys! I know I have been in active for an extremely long time and I feel really bad about it so I wanted to come on here and explain why I haven’t been posting. 
          
          I started writing on Wattpad when I was 12 (I think) and it was during a time in my life that I was struggling with severe mental health issues. (4 years later and Still struggling) 
          
          I’ve always liked writing my feelings more than I liked talking about them. So of course I dumped all of my trauma into my fictional characters. (Sorry to everyone who had to read the depressing/cringey stories that end with the main character dying) 
          
          At first, writing short stories was easy for me. I had so many ideas and I never got stuck on what to add to a story. It was an outlet that I truly enjoyed. 
          
          I’m not sure when writing became something that was hard for me but over the past few years it’s been one of my biggest challenges.
          
          Every story I write gets deleted or forgotten about because I can’t bring myself to finish them. I don’t know why this happens but it does and I can’t change it no matter what I do. 
          
          I’ve tried so hard over the past few years to just upload one story but I can never do it. Every sentence sounds wrong and every storyline runs dry. 
          
          (I don’t have enough room to write everything I need to say so I’m gonna have to post a part two)

Is y/n dead or... Bc I don't understand.. bc she overdosed ... But then the next chapter it was about her being with Carter...and alive

hey you replied to me on my comment on ace and i didn’t want to spoil it for anyone reading so i’m just gonna say it here.
          
          so sofia died right? ok so then ace was left to raise their son by himself… but imagine if his mom never died and she helped him raise jaxon to be the man that sofia wanted him to be and aces mom had a second chance at raising a child but without aces father to make it worse…
          
          idk if that makes any sense but it just makes me really sad to think about.