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sup bitches. its been a while but i have no friends and i need people to talk to. ive had a shit year. ive gotten in trouble with the law because my parents love to see me struggle and the people who i thought were my friends betrayed me in the best way they could. my main source of happiness has been my nephew but ive not been allowed to see him as my mom and oldest sister love to talk shit about me in their messages and my mom recently found my alto (vape). they ridicule my existance to the point where i cant even talk about anything without getting yelled at. I am leftist and my entire family idolizes trump, my dad loves the n slur with a hard r and my middle sister loves to be homophobic. im depressed as shit. and one thing my mom loves to do is compare my depression to my middle sister's depression, apparently that bitch was like a robot and didnt let herself sink and since im not that way im fucking useless. they continue to put hands on me in unnecessary ways after i continously say not to touch me. im stuck, the cops cant help bc my parents, of course, are best friends with the entire fucking department and have called them to humiliate me several times. i just, idk i wanna fucking die but now im not allowed to be home alone bc these bitches had the audacity to threaten the cops on me and told me they would take me in for a physc evaluation. my parents fucking suck at dealing with my anxiety and add and just me in general, my dad loves to call me creating names my favorite being cocksucker and my sister told me she wouldn't be surprised if i lost my virginity to some women in an alleyway (her exact words). ive just recently been humiliated on new years after walking across town to my friend who was hanging out with the group of people who manipulated and gaslit me and then left me at rock bottom, they got her cross faded her first time and then laughed at me after i walkd across town at 1 am in 12 degree weather to talk to my ex friend bc she was begging me